Avatar the last airbender oneshots!

⚔️~Please don't leave me~⚔️

Hey guys so this is my first oneshot, if it isn't good I deeply apologize. This one is a Suki x Sokka. Basically the Kyoshi warriors get ambushed by bandits and Suki dosent make it even after sokka tried to keep her alive. He goes and attends his funeral then the others are attending his shortly after. So alot of angst! Please be warned that this oneshot includes

⚠️Death, suicide, mentions of self harm, sokka putting himself down, sokka not opening up to people.⚠️

Please take this as a warning and take this warning seriously.

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Sokka looked around, “guys?! I can't find her!” he yells his heart racing as he ran around the battle scene, every Kyoshi warrior was there. Well almost all of them. Tears streamed down his face as he ran and ran to the edges where Suki was, barely holding onto life as one of the bandits held a blade to her chest. “Suki!” he yelled, causing the banit to face him and the warriors eyes filled with hope. Sokka runs to the bandit and attacks, swinging his brand new sword and missing just by a hair as the bandit cut his cheek with the small blade.

“Damn, he's too fast!” he thought as he looked over to his girlfriend, the world was slowly fading around him as he struggled to get to the one he loved most. He fought his way over, knocking out and even almost killing a few if these bandits, but it was already too late... Her final breath was taken sharply as she laid limp, her makeup was smudged and he could see how pale her face had become even just after a few moments of her life being taken away.

“I'm sorry”

Was all the taller could say as tears rolled down his cheeks. He kneeled onto the floor beside her and picked her up as if she was his bride. That's what she was supposed to be, his wife. He brought her over to where the others were, seeing the panicked look on their faces as they approved him.

"Sokka what happened?"

"Where did you go?"

"Are you okay?"

They all kept throwing questions at him but he was silent as Aang walked over "i-is that?" He asked as sokka nodded, breaking down into tears again. "S-shes gone... I couldn't save her" he whispered as he held onto her limp,  lifeless body. The taller male let out choked sobs as Katara took her from him, toph.and Aang immediately engulfed him in a hug.

"It's gonna be okay"

~a few Weeks later~

Sokka awoke with a start, he had dreams about her. Every. Single. Night. About how he couldn't save her, about how he should have been there sooner, ‘it's too late~ she's gone sokka~’ the voice in his head said, causing him to almost break down in tears. He quickly composed himself again, shoving the memory deep down into the pits of his mind, along with that voice. The voice sounded so familiar, yet so strange. He shrugged the thought away as he got ready for the day he hoped wouldn't come so soon.

Suki's funeral.

Zuko helped set everything up so there would be places to sit and had his cooks make the food. He had given Sokka proper attire and made sure he was okay before the service, which he was greatful for. His sadness turning to numbness as he walked into the hall, his flashcards in hand. He had to, of course, give the big speech at his girlfriends funeral.

He took a breath and whiped his eyes before sorrowful music was played by the pianists, watching as they brought her down the long walkway. They had a casket made just for her which sokka payed a pretty penny for. He was the last to see her lifeless body as he was standing at the very end. He took in a deep breath before speaking.