Distressed

ch 15; the library 'date'

Amadeus is pretty confused that; Micheal wasn't at class with Dr.connor as teacher.
To be honest. Amadeus was thinking about to skip the class today since he didn't wanted to explain himself to Micheal.
Why he ran away from their date.
But since he isn't the one to ditch class  he showed up anyway.
And raised his eyebrows surprised that; Micheal didn't came at all.

Amadeus walks thoughtfully against the library.
Is Micheal mad at him?
Should he apologies for his behavior?
The snow on the ground crunches underneath his feet.
The sound makes the corners of his lips twitch upward a bit.
He doesn't know why. But the sound of snow crushing of his feet have'd always made him happy.
But it's cold with winter.
He sighs.
His scarf is still with Micheal.
Not only that; it was his favorite. And because of that, he didn't felt the need to buy more than that one.
Which left him without something wrapped around his throat to keep him warm today.

"Amadeus, hi..." someone greets from the alley he just passed by.
"Hm?..." Amadeus turns around with pounding heart.
It's Flash with blushing cheeks. But his cheeks are probably pink from the cold. The rest of his face is pretty pale from the cold.
Amadeus heart skips a beat.
"Hi..." Flash pants and stops in front Amadeus there he inhales deeply.
Amadeus raises an eyebrow.
But shortly after that, he starts smiling.
"Hi... You really surprised me by showing up here all of sudden..." Amadeus says.
Flash nods.
"Same... Where are you heading?" he asks curiously and his green eyes are examining Amadeus as they tries remember each part of his body. Or tries seeing what's different with him than usual.
"Library..." Amadeus shrugs.
"And you?" He adds asking and tilts his head.
"...Me too..." Flash answers with nervous snickering.
Amadeus raises his eyebrow asking and thinks; it's an obvious lie Flash just told him.
It's obvious Flash wasn't heading to the library.
"Okay... Then we can walk there together..." Amadeus nods smiling.
His heart beats happily.
Hearing Flash wants to spend time with him makes him very happy. Extremely happy.
"Great!" Flash grins and starts walking beside Amadeus while they are heading to the library.
Amadeus is glancing curiously and shyly at Flash.
"Aren't you cold with just your sport jacket as winter coat?" He asks curiously.
At first Flash is looking confused at him, but then he shakes his head chuckling.
"You have nothing to be worried about... We strong guys are protected with our muscles... You can probably think about us as bears" Flash smirks.
Amadeus exhales gasping before he giggles.
"Ah... You have probably right" he nods.
Flash swallows nervously and puts his arm around Amadeus's waist. He tries being not too obvious and scare Amadeus away from him.
Amadeus inhales sharply when he feels Flash's arm around his waist at the back.
He looks shyly down on the ground while he is blushing.
Flash smiles gently at him when Amadeus isn't shaking his arm off.

Flash arm isn't leaving its place around Amadeus's waist until they reached the library.
Amadeus is walking around in the library, trying to find the book he is searching for.
At last he finds the right shelf and tries grabbing the book by standing on his toes.
His fingertips are barely touching the back of the book.
"Nhh-..." Amadeus furrows his eyebrows bothered and tries standing more upward on his toes. He puts his free hand on one of the shelf's shelves.
Then with gritted teeth he tries his best to get taller and reaches the book.
He gasps surprised when someone's else hand grabs the book and takes it down.
"It's this book you tries taking down, right?" Flash asks behind him with the book in his hand.
Amadeus puts his heels back onto the floor and turns around.
"Y-yes...Thanks..." he answers.
Flash hands over the book and shoots a quick look at the cover of the book while he gives it to Amadeus.
"What is the book about?" Flash asks.
Amadeus heart pounds when he grabs the book and looks at him.
"Ehm... It's....It's about a prince who crosses path with a centaur and falls in love with him..." Amadeus explains blushing and tries cover his face below his eyes with the book.
Flash tilts his head asking.
"What is a centaur?"
Amadeus gulps.
"Ehm... A human with the body of a horse ..."
Flash raises his eyebrows.
"Oh-... So... You like things like that..." he points out with his hand running through his blond hair.
Amadeus nods slowly. Embarrassed of his weird interest in romance between two different species.
It's a bonus if the main characters are both men. But he doesn't care if they are man and woman as long the story is fascinating.
Flash inhales deeply.
"You can probably see me as a stallion you can ri-..." he starts saying cheeky which make Amadeus's eyes narrow.
Flash sees Amadeus's reaction and stop himself from continue that he was saying.
He clears his throat.
"If you are free tomorrow... I can perhaps cook something to us..." Flash suggests in an attempt to change subject.
"Huh?" Amadeus tilts his head up a little while he lowers the book, away from his face.
Flash chuckles nervously.
"Not like I'm a good cook... I will probably as the best making some spagetti with cheese-sauce or something..." Flash adds shrugging.
Amadeus smiles softly.
"Okay... Tell me where and when, then I will show up tomorrow"
Flash is looking surprised at him for a moment until he gasps smiling.
"Awesome! I were thinking around six PM..." Flash says excited and tells Amadeus the address there he lives.
Amadeus nods and memories the address.
His heart pounds loudly and faster.
There is a risk that, Flash will try something.
But will he be able to say no? And will Flash respect his decision?

"I can't believe how amazing you smell..." Flash suddenly says and wakes Amadeus up from his thoughts.
"Eh?" Amadeus looks asking at Flash who suddenly wraps his arms around Amadeus and places his lips impatiently at his.
The smaller boy wides his eyes shocked and presses the book against his own chest.
Flash leans closer against Amadeus during the kiss and bends Amadeus backward a slightly.
Amadeus inhales sharply while Flash tries deeper the kiss with his tongue invading Amadeus's mouth.
Flash's tongue makes Amadeus's body to tingle.
Amadeus furrows his eyebrows a bit bothered and pushes  Flash away by pressing the book at Flash.
"Stop..." Amadeus begs.
Flash looks confused at him as he was under a spell who doesn't want to break yet.
"Why?..."
Amadeus gulps.
"It...It feels weird doing it at the library... " he uses as an excuse.
Flash wides his eyes as he suddenly noticed their were still at the library.
"...Good point..." he chuckles nervously.
"...Let's continue another time when there aren't people around..." he adds and make Amadeus's heart skip a beat.
"...uhm..." Amadeus answers silently.

Amadeus checks the book out before he walks home.
Flash is walking Amadeus home a few streets until he gets a phone call.
Then he apologies and leaves Amadeus alone while he walks the opposite direction.
Amadeus waves him off before he exhales relieved and keeps walking home.
"Wow... That got really intense..." he mumbles.
His lips curls up into a happy smile.
He can't believe how lucky he is; with getting Flash's attention all of the sudden.
The picture of Micheal pops up in his mind.
Amadeus furrows his eyebrows bothered and his smile disappeared.
Perhaps he should soon choose one of the men.
His conscience can't stand with this.
The bad conscience of hanging out with two men at the same time.
Maybe he should meet Flash tomorrow and then; meet Micheal again and decide after that.
Deciding which guy he likes best.
His heart cramped painfully and nervously.
What if he picks the wrong guy? And will regret his decision?
But that is better than the awful bad conscience he has of seeing both men at the same time.
At least he thinks that... That, it's better with choosing wrong guy than keep having bad conscience of seeing them both.
What would go wrong with picking wrong man? The worse scenario would be; he gets none of them and has to find another man since he burned his chance with the first guy he dumped for the other man.
However, it isn't time for that decision yet. He needs a little more time before he makes his decision; who will be his boyfriend for real.