Distressed

ch 17; blood red eyes in the dark

It's the same day as when he was over at Flash's apartment.
" Daddy, papa...I'm back home..." he shouts when he opened the door, feeling relieved of being back home.
Amadeus jolts when he notices the lights are turned off and no one are greeting him.
"Oh right... It's Friday... They are out on a date..." he mumbles and sighs.
He hangs up his jacket and starts turning on the lights he is passing by.

Amadeus raises an eyebrow when he sees his bedroom door is ajar.
Did he really left the door a slightly opened when he walked from home?
Ghost?
He shakes his head.
Ghosts don't exist! It's only he who still is ridiculous and let his mind goes beforehand.
He pushes the door slowly opened which made it even worse since the door made a creepy noise.
Amadeus starts shivering of fear.
Unlucky him; his room is dark too and the moonlight from outside isn't helping much. In fact, the light from the moon only make the situation more scary.
"Calm down you idiot..." he mumbles and walks into the room.
He drops the bag onto the floor while he turns against the door to find the switch button to turn on the light on his ceiling.
He isn't noticing the bright red eyes who lights as fire in the darkness from his bed.
The light gets turned on and Amadeus exhales relieved.
Then he closes the door and turns around, thinking he will sit down and play on the computer.
His eyes are passing Carnage a few microseconds before they set on the computer by the desk.
He starts taking a step when he suddenly understands what he just saw.
The same movement Amadeus inhales sharply and stiffen, Carnage stands snickering up from the bed.
"Well...Isn't it Amadeus?... Where have you been at a Friday's night?" Carnage asks rudely while he walks against Amadeus who furrows his eyebrows nervously.
Carnage approaches Amadeus from the side and leans against him.
The red haired man with black strands starts sniffing close to Amadeus's temple.
"Not only you have been out on a Friday... You have still not taking care of your disgusting smell..." Carnage growls, clicking with his tongue and crosses his arms when he leans away from Amadeus.
"I-...I don't know what...What you are talking about..." Amadeus swallows nervously and feels how his heart pounds terrified of the situation.
Carnage snorts and grabs Amadeus's hair with fast movement with his right hand.
Amadeus exhales shocked.
"YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!" Carnage scolds him.
Amadeus's eyes start tearing up.
"N-no...I-I...Don't..."
Carnage clicks his tongue frustrated and pushes Amadeus hardly.
"BITCH..." he shouts while Amadeus stumbles to the side and smack the side of his head on the wall, there his shoulder turns the light off by mistake.
"GAAahh..." it feels as something got damaged on his head.
Then he feels how something wet and thick starts tangling with his hair.
Carnage grins.
"You know...It's your fault that; Havoc hasn't been able to visit you recently... And you know? I'm tired of that... " Carnage starts saying and walks closer to Amadeus.
"So...I have decided to take care of your smell once for all..." he smirks and grabs Amadeus's arm.
Amadeus jolts and looks pleading at Carnage.
"Please... Leave me alone..." he begs.
"No... I warned you... But you didn't listened... Now you have to pay for that decision..." he tells Amadeus and starts pulling him against the bed.
"Now you can choose... Corporate with me and take off your clothes...Or, struggling and I have to rape you..." Carnage explains before he starts laughing wickedly.
"But for me...It's more fun if you tries put on a fight...The feeling of victory of filling you with my semen when you didn't wanted, is greater than you're spreading your legs for me..." he laughs.
Amadeus wides his eyes shocked.
"I-... " he mumbles before he furrows his eyebrows determined.
"Try that and I will tell our parents... Daddy will be really angry the moment he hears you have'd raped me..." Amadeus spits out as a warning.
Carnage grabs both Amadeus's arms and presses him hardly down onto the bed.
"Do that and I will punishment you by killing daddy..." he hisses with his face closed to Amadeus's.
Amadeus feels how Carnage blood red eyes give him the creep when they light up more intensely in the darkness.
"D-....Daddy can't die...." Amadeus tells him.
Carnage smirks.
"Well...Then I will cut him into pieces and bury them separately with distance from each other..." he chuckles.
Amadeus inhales sharply and doesn't want to see his dear daddy getting harmed.
"You wouldn't dare to-..."Amadeus says before he gets silent of feeling something moist and long snaking around his wrists and pulls them together above his head.
He jolts.
"It's not fair to use your powers..." he says and tries twisting to get out from Carnage grip of his arms.
Carnage chuckles and takes his hands of6 Amadeus since he is using his symbiote to hold Amadeus's arms together.
He sits up.
"Remember Amadeus... Tell someone about this and your precious daddy will pay for it..." he grins and turns his right hand into a red and black dagger.
Amadeus starts breathing faster without rhythm.
"I-.. I promise to have sex with someone soon if you let me go..." he tries using as an argument to escape this horrible situation with his older half-brother above him and about to rape him.
Carnage snorts.
"That's not funny... You have'd your chance...Now it's too late..." he says while his arm formed as dagger gets inside of Amadeus's t-shirt.
Amadeus gulps when he feels the tip of the dagger going out from his collar and touching his throat.
"S-stop..." he shivers.
Carnage exhales smirking and rips Amadeus's t-shirt apart.
"Gah!" Amadeus flinches of getting a slightly hurted on his chin.
"Ops..." Carnage chuckles.
"It seems I managed to wounding you in the process..." he grins satisfied of his 'clumsy mistake'.
"You know... You smell better when you smells like blood..." he purrs and leans against Amadeus chest there his long tongue starts stroking across his chest and starts caressing his nipple.
Amadeus whines shivering.
"Don't-..." he begs silently while tears starts leaving the outer corners of his eyes, running down to his ears.
But carnage isn't listening at all and keeps taking what he wants.
Amadeus inhales crying.
Both wishing his parents to show up and save him, and not.
He doesn't want to break his papa heart by knowing the awful truth of his oldest son.
And he doesn't want to risk his daddy's life.
But does that means he is the one who must sacrifice something?
Is that one of the things with life? The balance?
There someone must suffer so others can live peacefully?
Times like this really make Amadeus to wish he wasn't born.
If he wasn't born, Carnage would have all attention he wanted and would live happily with his both family.
And his parents wouldn't have to get disappointed each time Carnage was mean to his little brother.
If Amadeus wasn't born wouldn't Carnage has someone to be mean to.

Amadeus jolts when he suddenly feels how his jeans and boxer are getting pulled down.
Does he really have time to daydreaming? Shouldn't he try to do something about this awful moment who will leave scars in his soul?!
Amadeus sighs.
Perhaps he should try to daydream something sweet and not being part of the reality.
Maybe the daydreams will keep him safely and unknown of what's going on with his body.
Carnage chuckles while he pulls Amadeus's clothes down to his ankles.
"Oh?... Have you finally understood your defeat? How weak you are?...I don't know if I should be happy about the fact...Or bored of not getting to fight you..."
Amadeus grits his teeth and kneels his right leg and tries kicking Carnage as hard he can on his face.
Since Carnage is sitting too close, his kick can't get the strength he wants to, but Carnage grits his teeth hardly of the kick on his chin.
Amadeus gasps surprised of his sudden attack.
Then he notices how Carnage grip of his arms starts losing.
"Damn-..." Carnage mutters and spits out blood while Amadeus pulls his arms out from the rope made of the Symbiote.
Then the slender boy turns around and tries throwing him away from the bed and moving to the door.
He managed to get down on the floor when Carnage suddenly presses his foot on his back and force him closer down to the floor.
"GaAhh..."
"You little bitch... Putting a fight is one thing...But to harm my face another..."Carnage snorts and leans down there he grabs Amadeus's hair.
Then he takes his foot away from him and start pulling him sitting up by pulling his hair.
Amadeus screams.
"Sorry..." he apologies with shaking body of pain.
Carnage tilts his head.
"What? I didn't heard you...Can you repeat that again?"
Blod and tears are soaking Amadeus's face.
"I'm...SOOORRYYYY..." Amadeus cries loudly.
Carnage snorts laughing and let's go off Amadeus hair.
The boy falls down onto all fours.
Panting heavily.
"Okay..." Carnage mumbles.
Amadeus flinches when he hears how Carnage pulls down his zipper.
His heart pounds rapidly.
Is this how the prey feels when it's hunted and can already feel how the predator's fangs sinking into its neck?
His heart skip a beat when he hears fabric gliding down.
A few seconds after that; Carnage presses Amadeus upper body down to the floor while he kneels down behind him.
Amadeus exhales surprised.
Then he stiffen of feeling Carnage's hardon poking at his backside.
"No..." he mumbles.
"Don't..."
Carnage starts pressing his dick against Amadeus's butthole.
Amadeus starts shaking when he feels how the tip of Carnage dick enters his ass.
"Please..." he cries begging.
Carnage exhales chuckling.
"You should thank me... Now Havoc will be able to play with you again...Like before..." he tells Amadeus before he thrusts with full force into him.
Amadeus jerks screaming with widened eyes.
Carnage keeps laughing and grabs Amadeus's waist before he continues to thrusting merciless.
Amadeus hurls each thrust.
It feels as his body is about to rip apart like how his t-shirt did.
How is he supposed to survive this?

***
He can't remember how it begun and he can't remember how it ended.
But finally Carnage is finished and leaves him used and ashamed onto the floor.
They both knows Amadeus's wounds will soon fade because of his super powers.
Which means; their parents would likely not seeing his wounds at all.
Amadeus lays exhausted on the ground with his bottom exposed with only the darkness to cover it.
He feels dirty.
A bath sounds as a good idea.
Amadeus tries sitting up on his knees when he suddenly feels how something sticky runs out from his ass.
He shivers of the unpleasant feeling.
Then his stomach starts reacting and he feels how he needs to puke.
He stands quickly up and tries stumbling out to the bathroom with his jeans and boxer around his ankles.

His face dived into the toilet in last second when his stomach reversed.
"Uhh....Urghh..."
When he is finished he flushes the toilet before he tries heading to the tub to start the water.
He isn't pure anymore.
His whole body is covered of dirt. He can feel how small particles of dirt are digging into his body and make him to rotten inside.
Amadeus takes off his last clothes and enter the tub even though it isn't filled yet.
He sits down into the tub and turns the shower on.
The dirt must disappear.
Sooner the better.
He starts freezing.
Amadeus pulls his knees closer his chest and wraps his arms around them.
"It's a nightmare... It's a nightmare..." he mumbles.
He notices how blood from his temple gets washed down and color the water a slightly pink for a few seconds there it hitted the surface.
"Dirty...I'm dirty..." he mumbles silently and rests his head on his knees...