"Are You An Angel?" Tamura x Yaguchi

It's Official, He's an Angel

Tamura POV

I'm not going to lie. I'm so madly in love with Yaguchi. Anything about him makes me blush like shit and I hate that he's my weakness. I also love it though... He's the only person that can fulfill my sexual and romantic needs. I can feel it. I know it.

I gaze outside the window as I think of these things randomly. Shikatani-senpai told me to confess once I get the chance but... That just sounds way too lame. Let alone confessing; I can't even fucking compliment him or have a decent conversation with him. I try way too hard but I know it won't be much different if I don't try at all anyway. That's just my fate. So I desperately try to satisfy myself by having sex with others

I love sex, I really do. Though when sex becomes a daily routine you start needing more and more. Then nothing satisfies you enough anymore. And you just get bored because nobody can give you what you want anymore. Because what you need is beyond human limits at this point.

That's probably the reason I don't mind Yaguchi not liking me as well. I'm scared of getting bored of him like I get bored from everyone else.

And there he is, I see his ginger hair shining under the light. The pattern of the shadow of the leaves on his beautiful face because he's walking under the trees. He looks up at the school. RIGHT AT ME.

We make eye contact for a few seconds before I just get flustered and run inside the empty clubroom. Agh! WHY CANT I EVEN LOOK AT HIM

I take a few deep breaths before starting to run outside. Hoping he would still be there. God please please!

My eyes shine with happiness. He's there! Still there! I walk up to him with a huge grin I can't help but have.

"Hey Ugly!" I call him out with the intention of just calling him by his name

FUCK! NO!

Agh I want to die! I hate insulting him like this but not that I can help it

"For the last time, my name is Yaguchi. Please stop calling me that." He responds with an annoyed but still angelic face

"Yea yea sure. So.. what are you doing?"

He shrugged "I'm just out for a walk. Why do you care anyway? You avoided me just now when I saw you on the window"

I scratch the back of my head and gaze away

"Ah.. Well you look even uglier from up so I just avoided looking at you." I lie in the most pathetic way possible.

He sighs in annoyance. I don't really blame him though. "If that's all you got to say... I'm leaving-"

"Wait!" I stop him at the last second. Way to go Tamu

"What is it?" He tilts his head. Ahh why does he have to be this adorable!?

"I need to... Ask you something.." I mumble, barely audible.

"Hm?"

I look at him again. Closing my eyes shut and going for the question I want to ask. I got this, just like I practiced on the mirror. Just- imagine him naked- wait no- agh FUCK IT

"You don't hate me? Do you!?" I exhale the biggest relief sigh of my life as I asked the question I have been longing to ask. Does Yaguchi hate me? He probably does. If a person treated me like shit I would hate them as well.

Everything I do and say to Yaguchi... I hate it. I hate hurting him. I can't event tell if I'm hurting him though... If only he knew how much I cared about him... Shikatani-senpai's words echo in my head once again 'have you ever been nice to Yaguchi? ' no... No I haven't.

"Huh-" he looks at me, confused. Then he weirdly started laughing...?

"Uh..." I look away, embarrassed as hell. I wait for a few seconds until he stops laughing

He looks at me, amber eyes sparkling with pure entertainment. He's so pretty...

"I don't hate you, I never have even considered it."

I know I asked it because I didn't know the answer but- who wouldn't hate someone who treats them like I do?

Ahhhh HE SURE IS AN ANGEL! NO DENYING IT NOW!

| Ah hello dear readers. It's me, writer human person. I know this chapter is short but just take it as a prologue. It's my favorite ship and I'm literally in love with the dynamic. Soo yeah. This is gonna be really long-term and not really going in the whole mutual love until the relationship is tidied up and ready to improve. This is a hard pair to work with but I think I can get the hang if it and not make the relationship forced. Thank you for reading and peace out!