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Tamura POV

I had to brush Kashima's question off when he first asked me. But that got me thinking; what is my relationship with Yaguchi after all?

I want to ask him about it personally, but I'm also really nervous about it. I think as I walk  about how I should ash him the messed up question that is "what are we"

I jolt when I see him on his classic "review place" he did say he usually comes here to calm down when he gets mad and all. He looks at me and smiles beautifully

"Hey Tamu. How are ya?" He asks me and suddenly all the things I was worrying about and all the imaginary scenarios I made up dissappear from my mind. I rub the back of my head as I answer "Ah- oh... I'm good, how about you?"

He shrugged "I'm alright I guess."

After a few seconds of relief my worries come back. But I just strike the question at him as if I want to get it the fuck out of my system

"Yaguchi what are we?"

He understandably halts for a few seconds

"Uh... W-what?"

"I mean... W-what is our relationship?"

After a few seconds I swear I saw the sparkle in his eyes fade as he answers my question "What do you call the people you see only to fuck?"

hUh-

"Uh- customers, I think? Why do y-"

"There's your answer. I only use you for making out though, I don't want to lose my virginity just yet."

Wait- what

It takes me a few moments to process what Yaguchi said. Yaguchi just told me... He's...

And he just
Walks off like that; leaving a confused and lost Tamura behind.

I honestly don't know what I expected anyway. Why I kept my hopes up. Of course I don't have a chance with Yaguchi. What was I thinking?

3rd Person POV

Tamura and Yaguchi didn't really see each other for the rest of the day.

Yaguchi was okay, except he wasn't. He had told the person he liked that he only used him to fulfill his semi-sexual desires. He felt guilty, but felt nothing of it at the same time. Long story short, he was so confused about what he had done and how it would affect Tamura.

Tamir wasn't better, he was worse in fact. He couldn't eat for the rest of the day; he rarely spoke and his fellow club members got worried over it. Who wouldn't get worried? Your friend was all sunshine and lollipops; then they suddenly get depressed again. SUDDENLY. Wouldn't you be worried as well?

"Tamu! Tell us! Your head is gone again!" Akemi crossed his arms as he insisted once again. Shikatani shut him up

"Give it up Akemi, he won't tell you anything." Akemi frowned and left Tamura at where he was with worried eyes.

Meanwhile Kashima and Toono knew what was going on. At least, they had the slightest ideaz and it had something to do with Yaguchi. It surely did

"Should we... Ask them?" Toono asked Kashima. They were spending some time in the greenhouse again.

"I think that would be best for us to do so. You take Kyosuke; I'll take Tamu-senpai"

Toono nodded. "Alright but, what are we going to ask?"

Kashima took his eyes off of his camera roll and looked at Toono "What happened between them. Couldn't be that hard right?"

Toono sighed "Alright, sure. Don't blame me if I die in the process though. You know how hardcore Yacchan can get."

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