"Are You An Angel?" Tamura x Yaguchi

Anything, Right?

|the last chapter focused on the 3rd point of view. This will focus on Tamura an Yaguchi's point of view.|

|Also it's kinda shorter than the other chapters. Sorry.|

Tamura POV

That's right. I rejected him. I knew that. Then why does the realization hit me like a truck? I knew I rejected him from the start I did that intentionally. Doesn't that not make sense?

I have a crush on him yet I still rejected him that doesn't make any sense.

I found it so hard to accept him as my boyfriend. We have kissed, several times even. I didn't find it hard to do that. Maybe that's because I have sex with a lot of people and that's just a normal thing for me at this point but. It's Yaguchi. And he's different. He's supposed to be different. He's my crush I have a crush on him I've had a crush on him since the beginning of my second year. And now I learn that he also has a crush on me now. Yet I turn them away like a fucking bitch.

Way to go Tamu. Way to go.

|A/n: I'm using voice type for this and so it might be a bit sloppy (My hands are freezing right now so)|

And yet I dared to actually go on and talk to him. Now try to find the common sense. Oh yeah, it doesn't exist.

Now you might think, 'why did you do that?' that, you virgins, is something even I have no idea about

I just knew I didn't want to date him. I didn't want him as my boyfriend. I'm not sure if I thought he didn't deserve me or perhaps I thought I didn't deserve him. But all I know is that past Tamu- could do anything to prevent Yaguchi from being my boyfriend.

But now I'm back to my original state. I want to date Yaguchi. I want to embrace him and I want to be able to call him mine

"Right... Sorry... My bad."

But not now. Not yet. Not like this. Perhaps...

I slowly let go of his hair and look away. I couldn't have known things would come to this. Both of us liking each other but not having the courage to do anything about it. Ah, sorry. Yaguchi did have the course to ask me to be his boyfriend. But I didn't have the courage to take the responsibility. And I  rejected him

I did. So I can't cry over it now, right? It was my own desicion after all.

Look, I know you think I'm such an asshole for doing that. I'm an asshole for turning down an opportunity I've been looking for since the start of this year. Toono tried to open my eyes and show me how much I hurt Yaguchi. And I knew how much I hurt him. Yet I still turned a blind eye. Yaguchi didn't deserve to be hurt like that. No, no...

I just need to ask for ONE THING before going out of my way to ask him our after apologizing like a bitch trying to prevent his master from punishing him.

That came out kinkier than I thought it would and I'm into it.

"Hey Yaguchi... Can I ask you something?"

Yaguchi POV

|A/n: I'm not going to make Yaguchi talk about the rejection he got. He'd rather not think about it.|

Why did he come at me like that? I fucking hate this I fucking hate this I FUCKING HATE THIS

You know how the ocean is. It gets wild and has huge waves at times, yet it's still so calm and soft and amazing at the same time. It has a lot of beauty and darkness in it. It's so mysterious yet the parts we know about it are enough for us to love it.

Yeah, that's what Tamu is to me. He is so dangerous and unstable but still beautiful. I really love him.

Well, that wasn't how I felt before. I used to think he was the person to ask to fuck everyone he saw for the club businesses and didn't really mind anything offensive said to him. But apparently I was wrong.

Tamura is... Sensitive in some way, I think? He gets heartbroken easily. And is so adorable when it's an accurate timing. He's not usually like that, sure. But overtime I found myself relate to him even more.

I found a way to hide my true self from public and appear as a good figure by being nice to everyone. He decided to hide under a tough personality. Although I doubt his rudeness isn't how he truly feels. I mean, he's probably an asshole all the time and doesn't seperate his personality traits with as noticable lines as I do. But he also is someone to know how to be romantic and nice. That is something I wish I could do.

|A/n: Tamura's personality here is being told by how Yaguchi sees him. It may or may not be actually true from the 3rd person or Tamura's own view of himself.|

I stopped tying my hair up because I thought about what he said about it. And it was true that I concluded that it made me look like a girl after all. But it was only half the truth.

The thing is, if Tamura doesn't like it then I should just-

Pathetic. I know. I fucking know.

I keep trying to change myself for the appreciation of others and I'm- I'm ashamed of myself.

I want to dissappear I want to dissappear I want to dissappear I want to dissappear I want to dissappear I want to dissappear I want to-

I get back to my senses as I hear his voice. Asking me for permission for a question. He doesn't know that but he saves me from an attack I was just having. Great.

"Uh- oh sure..."

"You said... You said you'd do anything to prove that you like me, right?"

What did he just ask me?

I unintentionally nod my head and go along with it "Y-yeah! I'd do anything I can do."

Tamura POV:

Ahhhh come on
Just go for it Tamu
Do it

I can't get myself to ask for it. I want to know that he likes me. I want to know if. I need to know it. This is the only thing I could ask for so that he would prove it to me. So that I can trust him with it.

Come on
Come on
Come on
Come on
Come on

Why are you so scared of it? It's just a question. A yes or no questions. It can't be that hard, right?

Fuck this. Here I fucking go.

"Have sex with me."

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| WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO

| Don't murder me please

| THIS CHAPTER IS SHORT BUT PAINFUL

| Cliffhanger goes brrrrrrrrrr

| BRRRRRRRRRRRR

| HAHAHAH WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING I'M IN CONSTANT PAIN

| I'm sorry for that one person who asked for a kiss in the next chapter. But with the slowburn of this fanfic I don't think I can make the two kiss anytime soon

| Or can I?~

| WE'LL SEE

| STAY TUNED

| BAIIII