Chapter 8
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Alison's pov
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"Will you be my girlfriend?" She asked in a much more confident tone.
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This was the one word I had to say
"Maybe later"
"What?" She started tearing up.
"Forget it" She said running out of the kissing rock
"Emily wait!" I screamed but she didn't hear me
Damn it!
I was just gonna tell her to 2 more days till valentine's day.
(Let's say it's 2 days till valentine's day)
Wow I really screwed this up.
She can't be that far.
I started running after her
"Emily wait!" I screamed
She turned around.
"You see the thing is I actually really loved you. Fuck that now. Fuck you too Alison " She said full on crying now.
She fell to the floor with her head buried into her knees .
I immediately brought her into my embrace
"They say you should follow your heart, but my heart Is being a fucking bastard!"
"Get the fuck off of me Alison " She didn't push my hands off of her
"No... I love you"
"Yea I love you my ass get the fuck out of here. You think I'm buying this. I never wanted to fall in love with you. It's not my fault my fucking feelings are taking over me"
She didn't use any past tense. Emily fields is in love with me.
I tilted her chin up so she would face me.
"Will you let me finish talking"
"I don't wanna hear it!"
With that she got out of my arms and started running again.
I still followed behind her until I got tired.
I will not lose her.
I started running faster and then I saw her standing on my porch.
"Why are you here?"
"Should I leave?"
"No! Please never leave again"
"Ali... I've been thinking... your really bad at expressing your feelings. But guess what, so am I. I also remember you told me this exact date was the day Zac asked you out..."
"Yea but I wanted us to be 'official' by valentine's day"
"Oh..."
"...."
An awkward silence approached us.
"I'm sorry. I was such an asshole. I only came here, cause like I said people keep telling me to follow my heart. My heart doesn't sound right. But it wants you, and honestly I don't want anyone else."
She kept full gaze on me.
"I'll say it a thousand times. For fuck sake I would scream it so the whole world could hear me"
She held my hand in hers. This is it. This is her opening up to me. I started tearing up.
"I... I love you Alison Dilaurentis"
"Em, I have never had a girl crush before. It's unlikely that I'd ever see myself with a girl. But with just one look, that day you showed up looking all badass on your motorcycle... I couldn't keep my eyes off of you"
I wasn't done yet
"I never even believed in forever. It's just scary. But I want you to be my forever Alison "
"I love you too Emily"
I kissed her very passionately. But suddenly a car stops in the driveway.
"Ali? Who is this?" Dad said pointing at Emily.
"Uh..."
"You know I don't approve of you dating girls!"
"Well she's not my girlfriend..." "yet" I mumbled.
"Get out!' He said signaling Emily to leave.
"No! If she leaves, so do I "
"..."
"You know, mom woulda loved Emily "
I grabbed Emily next to me got in my car with her and just drove.
"Woulda?"
"Huh?"
"You said your mom woulda loved me? Like is she gone?"
"What? No.. well, I'm not sure. I wanted to go with her but I couldn't leave rosewood. I have a rep here"
Then Emily starts laughing.
"Seriously? A rep. You wouldn't leave to go somewhere way better because of your fucking reputation"
"Pretty much"
"We could go to my house. Turn left then drive straight. "
"Thanks em"
" What are future girlfriends for?"
"You mean friends"
"Oh no. We could be a lot of things... but. I will never be your friend. "
She then turned on the radio and started blasting Beyonce
"What?" She asked looking at me.
I simply smiled. She's rare, you don't find a lot of people like her. She's able to make me happy, sad, mad, nervous, and she did what no one was able to. She made me fall in love.
It's pretty cute watching her dance to partition.
"You're lucky I can't stay mad at you... it's like everywhere I go I crave you. My mind keeps telling me "Alison, Alison, Alison. You know, I even wrote your name on a test"
We both started laughing.
Yep I'm keeping her.
She'll be my girlfriend in exactly 2 days. I can't stop smiling at that thought.
Suddenly I felt lips on mine. "Quit daydreaming we're here!"
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We ordered pizza and started watching movies as I felt myself dozing off to sleep.
Emily's pov
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Ali fell asleep laying on me. She looked so peaceful and I didn't wanna bother her.
I bent down and kissed Ali's cheek.
"Goodnight beautiful, I love you"
With that I fell asleep as well
