Stolen Promises

three.

*i cried writing this one too, i don't know how many more sad chapters there will be but it'll be happy soon i swear.*

As soon as he re-entered the building all eyes turned to him. There was a large variety of stares, some hopeful, some confused, most though were sorry. His eyes wandered the room blankly, a single tear had fallen onto his cheek. Without thinking he ran to where he got ready, looking around he couldn't help the hurt in his heart.

There were three boxes that stood in the corner, his wedding presents for Louis. He was so fucking excited to give them to him, each one held a different meaning. In a different corner was a clothing rail, on it was their after party outfits and the clothes they were wearing to their honey moon.

He couldn't think straight, his thoughts all over the place. Hundreds of things racing through his brain he couldn't keep up. A surge of adrenaline, anger and pain coursed through his veins, he started to frantically rip, throw and destroy every single thing in his eye line. Stopping at the boxes. He reached the smallest one when a smaller figure came through the door.

He ran towards her, dropping the box without a second thought. He just wanted his mum. He just wanted her to hold him, hug him, tell him everything was going to be alright. Her arms were spread waiting for her son, clutching him so tightly when they met. She didn't want anything or anyone else to harm her baby, she wanted to protect him, not let him get hurt again.

When he reached her they both fell to the floor, he was cuddled into her torso, one hand on his back the other on his head.

"Why? Why didn't he want me? I loved him so much but I wasn't enough. Why am I never enough? Why am I always the one getting hurt? It's not fair. I-it's just not fair."

Anne didn't know what to do, she didn't know how to make it better. She felt so useless, she wanted his pain to go away. They just rocked back and forth, slowly and gently, a calm silence took over them. Until Harry broke the silence, his words visibly breaking his mum.

"Mummy it hurts, everything just hurts. He made me belive for six years he loved me and he didn't. And what does that make me? A fool, a stupid, weak, pathetic fool. How could anyone love me when I'm that?"

"Baby don't say that, you're none of those things. You hear me? You deserve so much better, anyone would be lucky to have you, to be loved that much by you."

"But not him."