I Belong to You Everyday

XXII

I planned on posting this chapter during New's birthday but because I decided to change things up, I posted it today.  I can't believe that it is already 95k words. Who would have thought that I can write a full length novel in STRAIGHT ENGLISH. LOL But yeah, enjoy this chapter guys.

Have a nice day ahead~

CHAPTER 22

The dinner last night went well. Tay's family is very easy to get along with specially his sister. She was by side all throughout the night talking to me. I can already remember majority from that night, until those days that I shared with Tay.

Because of my stupidity, my parents thought that I was still in a state of shock or trauma because I am not talking to them. So, they asked a family friend doctor to perform hypnosis for me to temporarily bury the memories of the accident.

According to the doctor last night when we had a video chat, hypnosis is starting to emerge at that time that people who suffers trauma or guilt choose to do undergo that process to ease their feelings and start living again as if nothing bothers them before.

My mom let me watched a clip of the hypnosis where the doctor asked me a series of question. He asked me about the accident which I responded that it hurts me a lot because I lost someone who I truly love. I am very close to my grandfather because he took care of me together with my grandmother when I was growing up.

But what he asked me next may be the reason why I forgot about Tay's existence.

He asked me if there's a memory that I will bring moving forward from the night of the accident. I answered him yes. He didn't ask about it and he just simply instructed me to go deep and bury that memory. Everything, he asked me to remove it from my memory as if it didn't happen.

And then I woke up from the hypnosis.

I guess my parents told him what I underwent and assumed that the accident really affected me ever since.

I swear to heavens if I could just smack my twelve year-old self from the iPad, I already did. Because I am trying hard to gain my parents attention, it just messed up everything. I think my friendship with Tay that time is the thing that I want to bring as I move forward after the accident.

Yes, losing my grandfather hurt a lot but I already accepted that when I was in the hospital. I am ready to continue with my life, but because of my own stupidity I lost something more valuable.

The doctor and I had a videocall last night and he told me that once he is back in Bangkok, he can perform again a hypnosis for me to completely remember everything. I told him not to worry because I can already remember majority of the memories that I lost.

"Now it makes sense why you can see his remaining days. It is because you are like destined for each other!" Mild exclaimed while walking our way to MGM Building. Jumpol asked us last night to go here without going in full details.