—8 Months Later
"jungkook-ah."
"what?"
"jungkook-ah."
"what?"
"jun-"
"WHAT THE FUCK PARK JIMIN!? IM RIGHT HERE I CAN HEAR YOU TELL ME ALREADY!" jungkook said with a pout, each member still lived with each other except that had their own rooms and shit.
"it's time~," he said, jungkook jumped up and ran into his room, looking for his stuff. "IS IT COLD OUT THERE?" he asked, jimin rolled his eyes and mumbled something.
"dumb bitch,, WHAT DO YOU THINK?"
". . . yes?"
"exactly." jimin huffed, waiting for his friend to hurry the fuck up.
after about twenty minutes jungkook came out wearing an oversized black t-shirt and black jeans.
"depressed hoe." jungkook laughed in response, before jimin dragged him away to the car, jungkook was very excited as he had a new bouquet of flowers.
"you excited kook?" jimin asked, with a gentle smile. jungkook nodded excitedly. "very!" jimin chuckled but whined shortly after.
"i miss jin."
"dramatic much. he has been gone for literally an HOUR. because he went to the store, dramatic shit." jimin huffed, at jungkook's attitude.
"you're the reason i have grey hairs." he huffed, jungkook muttered something underneath his breath, while jimin drove.
jungkook thought about what everyone was doing.
seokjin was shopping for food.
yoongi was probably producing music like a mad man. taehyung probably was with him and hoseok most likely helping out.
jimin was driving me to my beloved boyfriend joonie.
jungkook had to admit, however, getting into a car was slightly scary for him. he was fearful of losing someone else he loved.
"jungkook, do you want to go alone or?" jungkook nodded, he liked being alone with namjoon.
"get a little bit of sleep, it will be a few minutes before we get there." jimin said, softly. jungkook nodded and started to doze off.
—
"no."
"please?"
"no."
"PLEASE JOONIE I BEG!" jungkook whined, desperately wanting to hold the crab namjoon had found.
"no." namjoon said, holding the crab close. "WHY?" jungkook asked whiney, namjoon hummed and looked at jungkook.
"you know EXACTLY why," he said with a huff. a few days ago jungkook had eaten some seafood with jin and it just so happened to be a crab.
"pretty please joonie?" jungkook asked, his puppy eyes availing to namjoon, namjoon desperately tried to look away but failed to his boyfriend being so cute.
"fine~ but be nice to it!" namjoon said, gently giving jungkook the crab. the crabs first instincts were to pinch jungkook
"ow!"
"deserved. crAB MURDER!" namjoon said before the couple looked at each other and burst out into laughter.
"oh gosh, i love you, so much joonie~"
"i love you too, crab murder~"
—
"WAKE UP!" jimin shouted, causing the younger to jump up, it had completely startled him.
"you scared me!" he whined, jimin rolled his eyes, as jungkook unbuckled his seatbelt. "i'll wait here." jimin said, as jungkook nodded and ran inside.
the dirt touching his shoes, the wind blowing, he felt amazing and happy, he stood in front of namjoon and smiled before sitting down and putting the new bouquet there.
his lip started to quiver he was still emotional when talking to namjoon.
"h-hi jo-joonie i hope you're doing well. i have been doing pretty well," he said with a smile.
"recently, i have been getting counseling, and it's really been helping me! along with the support of all the members and ARMY! it has been hard though especially at the beginning."
jungkook took a deep breath to calm himself, as he started getting emotional.
"so-some days i di-didn't ev-even want to ge-get out of be-bed. . . i al-always bl-blame myself, and-and i-i-i. . ." jungkook burst into tears.
"it-it's ha-hard without yo-you here! ha-hard th-that i ca-can't ever se-see your fa-face again!" he cried out, curling up into a little ball.
"ha-hard kn-knowing i-i will ne-never hear yo-your go-gorgeous face ag-again!" he sobbed out, finally breaking down.
"i miss you! pl-please wh-why ca-can't you come back! come back home. . . to me. . " jungkook cried out.
"it sh-should've be-been me!"
"you stupid idiot!" he sobbed out, was it so wrong for him to want to see his boyfriend, one last ti-time.
"i hate yo-you, but-but i love yo-you! " he sobbed, jungkook tried calming himself down, as he took a few deep breaths and looked at the flowers in his hand before he placed them down.
"jo-joonie, you have no-no idea how mu-much i miss yo-you. . ." he whispered, running his hands through his hair.
"i love you. i hope you're happy up there. flying high and watching over me. i miss you joonie. ARMY misses you. the members miss you."
". . . i hope you're happy my angel."
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—𝐏𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐀 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐒
