What Does Life Mean? [Vocaloid Fanfiction:Continuing Soon]

Chapter 16

Gumo's POV

As I went home. My mother wasn't hanging around at the entrance which it was fine. I opened the gate and entered the house to find my mom, sitting while drinking beers. Mom was so stupid, doesn't she care about her life?

I quickly walked towards her and drop my bag to the floor. I grabbed the beers off her grip and placed it away from her. She looked at me with a shock and turns out to glare, "Gumo."

"Mom, have you take your medicine!?" I raised my voice. Her glare was still on me. She stood up and crossed her arms, "Why do you care so much?" she asked me.

"I want you to live, mom!" I yelled at her and my chest began to tight. "I want to die, Gumo!" she yelled back and continued her words, "Don't you know its hard to live like this? The heck of all! Your freaking father hurts me a lot, Gumo!"

"And why do you care so much about him, Mom? He doesn't deserve you so, move on!" I clenched my fist and looked down. All my emotions were mixed up and I could feel my stomach was like randomely mixed up like somewhat tornado. My mother took a deep sigh and noticed my uniform, "And I thought you couldn't go to school, Gumo".

"Mom, I change my mind just - ugh, I'm waiting for a person's response!" I excused. Her eyes got widen and frowned at me. I could see her tears falling which making me stun. "So now you act like your father, huh!?" she said to me with a raise of her voice. "Don't bother my life, mom!" I yelled at her and headed up stairs by hearing my mom's yell, "Gumo, get back right here and explain it to me why!"

"It doesn't matter, mom. You don't deserve to know!" I yelled, finally arrived at my room and slammed the door close behind me. I sometimes wanted to run away as far as I could. It hurts to see my mother tearing up and being hurt whenever she begged my father to get back to her. I hate my family. I lay on my bed and covered my face with a pillow and let my tears out. I was hurt and until now. I wish I can have a happy and complete family like the others out there. It was complicated and confusing. Once when the night came. I just skipped my dinner and went to sleep just to remove my problems.

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Rui's POV

Two blonde created a silence over us. I didn't know that Len's big sister knew Rin after all. We started to eat which it was a silence. Len's mother was looking at the two while Len wasn't looking at them.

"So, sis.." Len broke the silence. Lenka looked at him and swallowed, "You knew Rin all along?" he asked. Lenka drank her water and after that she put it beside her plate as she started to explain. "Well, Len. Rin and I just met when Rinto forced me to visit his home so I could meet his little sister". Len was quiet. He just shut his mouth and expecting her to continue, "And do you remember about the basket of oranges? You thought it was for Rinto but that oranges was for Rin but they fought about it to whoever gets the basket first, wins" by hearing that. Rin's eyes got widen and looked away with a flush of her cheeks. Len glanced at the blushing blonde haired girl and gave her a smile. "So, Rinto is your brother. I knew he likes oranges too" then he chuckled, making Rin looked to his cerulean orbs. "You're an orange lover too? That's cool" he said. Rin cleared her throat and looked down to her food as she continued to eat while her cheeks was becoming red. "It doesn't matter because.. You know already, Len" Lenka said and continued to eat. Rin was looking at Lenka for awhile then to Len, confused. I could guess. I wasn't part of this conversation, even their mother.

While the three was talking. I decided to leave the dining and headed to Len's room. I was staying there but he didn't want to me to sleep on the floor. I had no choice then. I sat on the bed and stared at the table. I forgot my phone at the mansion but it was fine anyway. I could wish Rei was okay. As when I lay down. I tried to close my eyes but I couldn't. My mind wants to think of my twin brother first so my tears would just let out for a minute. But it did happened.