What Does Life Mean? [Vocaloid Fanfiction:Continuing Soon]

Chapter 18

Len's POV

It hurt me when I remembered the event earlier. Unexpected event, I wasn't thinking that time, I wanted to confess my feelings to Gumi but she seem like she doesn't want someone to cure her heart. I frowned all the way back to the class and what was the worst? Gumi started ignoring me. I feel like I wanted to punch that Gumo's face for letting her fall deeper, and from making her heart bleed.

I didn't had a mood to talk to anyone. Kaito tried to cheer me up that break time , but it leads me to a fake smile.

"Len, there's something wrong with you" Kaito said to me. I sighed deeply and looked away, frowning, "Stop bothering me.."

"There is" he said, slowly his hands forcing my lips to smile, "Come on, smile!"

I shook my head and Kaito held back his hands, "Look, sorry for dragging you here, I think you need sometime alone" he continued and gave me a worried look.
I stood up and said,"Thanks for understanding me, Kaito" smiling at him a bit, he just gave a thumbs up and forced a smile. I put my both hands to my pocket and headed out of the classroom. He wasn't my classmate and we're not in the same room. I decided to visit the garden for awhile, to where I knew Rei often hanging out. As when I headed to the locker room, I spot Rei fixing his things. I was wondering what was he looking for, so I walked towards him.

"Rei, what are you doing?" I asked.

"See you soon" he said, not looking me in the eye. I was confuse from what he said, what does he mean by see you soon?

"What?" Rei closed his locker and faced me with no expression, "I'm leaving soon". Rei will leave soon, but what about Rui? I didn't spoke just for awhile and he suddenly got passed by me, "But, what about Rui?"

He stopped and we didn't talk for seconds, "She's missing" he said. I sometime, wanted to spill the truth, but I couldn't because Rui wanted Rei to chase her. Her plan isn't working, I better tell Rui that she should go back instead of letting him chase, he was giving up, giving up on searching her.

"Can't you just search for her!?" I shouted, getting my anger back. Rei couldn't speak, he was speechless at times, "It's a waste of time" he answered for seconds and began to walk away, I had a bad day in my life and I need to calm myself for all of this. I couldn't calm and I knew it. I was frustrated, or maybe tired, of all this.

I ran after him, grabbing his wrist to face me and punched his cheek, "So, what, Don't you care for her? Don't you know she's waiting for you? She wants you to go after her — !"

"— but how, Len? I don't know where she is, and it seems like you know the answer" Rei said, I shut my mouth and looked down.

"I knew it" Rei whispered,"So, Rui told you where she is, huh?"

"Well, what do you think?" I glared at him, "It looks like she really loves yo —"

" — No, she doesn't have feelings for me, Rei" I cut him off. He still didn't believe me, I took a deep breathe and passed by him, focusing at the beautiful view," If you want to know the real answer, then chase her" I told him.

"Then where is she?" He asked with a cold voice, "I can't tell, you better find her by yourself "

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Rin's POV

I noticed Len was frowning, I feel like he was hurt that something bothers him, I didn't know what it was but, that was the worst feeling I've ever had. I took a deep breathe and told myself, "Rin, you scaredy cat" I glanced at the sky and was sitting on the ground, at the back of the school building, all alone as usual.