x. descensus averno

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she woke up
there was a girl screaming
                       make it stop
                       please, simon
                       make it stop
                       make it stop
                       make it stop

she didn't realize
it was her who screamed
                       make it stop
                       please, simon
                       make it stop
                       make it stop
                       make it stop

she hid under the sheets and cried
                           until she was empty
(human blackhole)
what else could she do?

jessamine hadn't won the war
     if she had simon would be alive
if only so she could spit on his face

no,
they called it a pyrrhic victory
                   but it wasn't a victory
                it didn't feel like a victory
                        (it felt like an inferno)

dante had taught her
the path to paradise begins in hell
                  but how could she leave
(towards heaven)
when hell felt so much like home?

she had not left simon
                     kind sinner
                       cruel saint
she wouldn't leave hell
not now
not ever    (she cried a bit more)

when midmorning arrived
she dried her tears
           hid her fears
and called herself the devil
          narcissistic
               egocentric
                     dishonest
                          and deceiving
nothing                 (putrid lies)
could hurt her
(another lie)

she put on her bordeaux-red suit
sharpened the look in her eyes
and went to holmes and co.
(the law firm where she worked)

in front of her personal office
           there was lucius malfoy
                              lucifer
                          judas
                      cain
waiting for the devil's advocate
with his hands resting on his cane

miss palmer
he looked at her
                 (mud-blood, dirty blood)
                  yes, she was
but she was a necessary sacrifice
before the bureaucratic apocalypse

mr. malfoy
   (annoying little shit)
        to what do i owe the honour?
                 she was smiling brightly
                 she was laughing at him

jessamine knew
he would kill her if he could
                   let her cry
                        let her rot
                            let her die

he despited her
he didn't even bothered to hide it
behind silver smiles and sweet poison
it seems
     i am in need of your assistance
(oh, delightful irony)

she would love
to watch him beg
           for her help
but she knew lucius would never
he would rather perish in hell

she would have let him suffer
if she hadn't made that promise
           (silver eyes) jess, help him
                                            help him
                                            help him
                                            help him
instead
she lead him inside her office
without even asking for an
apology         let's talk inside
                               mr. malfoy

descensus averno
(facilis est)
this is how deals are made
between sinners and devils

it seemed
she was going to stay in hell
                            a little longer


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