"You know this person?" She asked to you.
My heart clenched as my gaze never left your beautiful caramel brown eyes, anxiously waiting for you to reply her question.
My head flooding with nothing other than the images of how I have touched your ski...
A/N: this chapter is dedicated to @taeylips. Thanks to her innocent-greedy-comments which pushed me to update even in the midst of focusing on HH's ending.
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July 31, 2019
Nae "chinguga" doel su isseubnikka.Jigeumbuteo.
Chingu. A friend.
That's what you had asked from me. In spite of having your own little "squad of friends" who always walked around you like an armor, those friends who were equally coated with wealth and luxury like you.
Yet, you had asked me to be your friend. Me, a commoner.
At first I thought it was a joke. But you weren't joking.
And then I thought you were testing some shit out of me. But again, you weren't.
You meant every single words you had said. And I could only wonder why. Why me?
I still remember the smile that hung bright on your face when you had asked me for your re-payment. I have never seen a smile so precious. Ever.
It's funny how I couldn't reflect the same. Why?
Cuz..
Chingu. A friend.
That's what you had asked from me.
A friend whom you preferred to keep secretive from the world. A friend whom you only preferred to talk with when not in public. A friend whom you barely gazed at when in public. A friendship that you wanted to keep hidden from every single eyeballs around.
I was a ghost to you when you were out with the people. No matter how many times we passed the same corridors, the same canteen, the same halls, you never acknowledged my existence, as always. You treated me invisible. This still didn't change.
But then...when you were with me, only with me, far from the lazer beams of the countless eyeballs....you were you, and I was me.
At those moments, I was your true chingu, to whom you talked, gazed, smiled and even laughed shooting small teasing jokes at my clumsy behaviour. I could clearly see how you enjoyed my company, though I did nothing at all, other than being my self.
I was so confused at your duality. You would play totally blind even if I got slapped in the public, but then you suddenly switch into the most warmest person ever when we were alone with only each other.
Yes, you confused me. Way too much.
Of course I found it disturbing, disrespective and illogical. If it was some other person, I'll pay no mind, I'll simply dump the damn friendship.
