the lost boys :) preferences and Imaginez

you break up and bump into each other- the vampires

Dwayne

After a month of spending my time in my room, still not over mine and Dwayne's break up, i decided tonight is the night i go to the boardwalk and see my friends, they probably think i'm dead, and the lost boys have been sending messages through my mind, to see if i'm still alive and if i'm okay.

i decided to put on my favourite outfit and put my hair in the nicest state i could manage to put it in, and of course put on some makeup and got myself ready.~
 after an hour, i headed to the boardwalk from my house as the walk only took five minutes to get there.

after my arrival, -your friend/friends name (y/f/n)- turned up and we both walked to the beach together, they knew what had happened and why i wasn't out.

"hey, y/n your um old friends are looking at you" they spoke, and i knew who she was looking at. she was looking at my boys. my boys.

i turned my head to see the sad smile on Marko's face when he had seen me for the first time in the devastating month, Paul had a smile on his face like usually, trying to lift the mood as they where all looking at me not far away. David looked at me and nodded, knowing that i was there and not really knowing what to do. and well him. Dwayne was stood there, looking at me with complete regret and devastation as he seen my smile disappear, and everything came back.

like it once said in Dwayne's book  "i waited for the numbness to return, or the pain. because the pain must be coming, id broken my personal rules. instead of shutting away from the memories. id walked forward and greeted them" (new moon- 2/4 twilight saga) i remember me sat in my room this whole month, thinking about him and what had happened, he was all i thought about. but once i saw the sadness in his eyes just a second ago, that when i knew, its when i knew that the pain and the numbness should return soon.

and then i remembered they could read my thoughts.

-looks for you and eventually comes to your house to apologise

-feels bad when he had a flashback of how sad you had been over the breakup

David

david and i have been separated for over a few weeks now, with his overprotective nonsense because he was drunk and i asked a bartender,a man, for another drink he decided it would be suitable to swill him with the drink he gave me and kill the man, like i understand you have to feed mate, but fucking hell no need to waste MY drink on another stupid man.

i was in max's store, he has just tried to persuade me into moving back into the cave, wasn't the best idea with the way he reacted when he came home sleeping, he talked shit on his brothers, and didn't even sleep in the same room with me for that night, and when i spoke to him i 'shouldn't let other men flirt with me' like mate, i wanted a drink.

so now i'm in max's store looking through his new horror DVD's he has just had a re-stock on, i expected them to walk in at that moment, i mean it is his boss's store after all. just at that moment, i felt a presence behind me, instead of looking to it because i knew who it was, i looked at the entrance, and Paul, Marko, Dwayne and Max where all smiling at me.

after i found the courage, i turned around to see David, he had his hair in the usual with the platinum blonde hair in the exact place he usually has it, his bright blue eves looked straight through me as i looked st what he was wearing, his usual long trench coat, a black t-shirt and some black trousers and his biker boots and gloves.

"nightmare on elm street, nice choice" he spoke making a conversation, smiling lightly.

"yeah" i smiled, and looked down nervously.

"look i-iv'e been thinking about it and i'm sorry, about the uh, the other night" he spoke lightly whispering so his brothers couldn't hear him.

Paul

tonight i walked to the boardwalk, stoned out of my mind to well,forget about his and mines breakup.

"hey" i slurred as i squeezed my eyes shut, smiling at my best friend.

"your stoned again, aren't you?" she asked, clearly mad at the effect our breakup has caused on me.

i laughed as i walked over to the  party whilst the speakers blasted 'pour some sugar on me' by Def Leppard.

me and my best friend started singing and shouting the lyrics as our other friend brought us our favourite drinks.

once the music stopped, i felt my heart race, and my breathing get uncontrollably harder to catch, and a burn at the pit of my stomach, and i immediately knew who had arrived.

"y/n, Paul is here" they spoke, looking to the left.

new moon- "the sound of his name unleashed the thing that was clawing inside of me- a pain that knocked me breathless, astonished me with its force".

i still loved him, he knew it, the boys knew it, everyone knew it. thats when the boys walked up to me.

"hi y/n how are you" David spoke, nodding at my best friends to leave for a little bit.

"give me a shout if you need me" my friend whispered, stroking my arm before walking away toa bunch of Surf Nazis.

"yeah,  i'm great" i paused, breaking up and avoiding eye contact as my eyes where starting to tear up.

once it stopped i looked back and noticed them all staring at me.

"are you stoned?" they asked in sync.

i laughed and walked forward, throwing my arms over them all as we messed on all night, and after going back to the cave for the first time in a while, Paul eventually apologised before i went to sleep.

marko-

•marko tries to avoid you as much as you try to avoid him

•it hurts him a lot when he sees you because the boys can see the disappointment and read his thoughs

•marko did talk to you after you talk to the boys because he didnt want to go over to you incase it upset you or anything.