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Dwaynes a reader of thoughts

It's almost like, something was being dragged out of me- once again.
The heart ache of not having him sat, stood or
Laid directly next to my body.
His appearance and all together feeling I get when he's here is more than I could ever wish for.
The once he's gone. It's back to the great distance and neglectment of my own happiness in life, and it more than I can handle; like my own feelings of happiness and care has just disappeared and left me like he has and the torn of my happiness as he walked away with everything I had.
But it was just him. He was all I had; my happiness, my fear, consciousness, and most of all the beauty of what he gives me to stand out and have no pressure of being someone else. He's my home.

Your thoughts hurt me so much knowing I make you feel like that- Dwayne spoke to me through my mind.

I just want to be with you forever- I mumbled back as I walked across the beach away from the cliff and past the boardwalk.

Forever is a long time my love- he spoke back.

Forever- a form of a long time thing that you have to cope and accept for your whole life, or in my case- eternity, and that's easy to except when I can accept how much I love him.

Forever isn't long enough- I smiled as I thought of spending the rest of eternity with him. Everything we will see, go through, say to one and other people, hear from us and around us- together, forever.

Forever with him is the best thing I could ask for, it wouldn't ever be denied or put down for- because it's all I could ever wanting.

"Y/n" I heard his voice behind me. As I turned around I felt everything. Everything that drags away from me every time he leaves flooded back. My happiness, my love, my care for myself and the world, and every emotion that fulfils through my body like an electric wave every time his eyes meet mine.
He was beautiful, the most beautiful person I've seen. As much as people tell me I'm wrong for that, I don't think I am- but that's all what matters right? I only need him, and I hope he only needs me. He was the only thing that ever kept me going from the first day I seen him- it was like I knew I'd be here one day happier than ever because I was with him.
And as he is, he was everything to me; the person who I lived for, who I loved, the reason for my smile, the reason for my laugh and the main reason of my current existence in this world.
I like to remember it that way, that without him- him and I wouldn't be together because simply he is what I needed to survive; a heart, the process of the heart and the small things inside you- the small things that he held dear.
All of him. Every part of his body and soul was what I needed and I could never ask or wish for more

"Being able to hear what your thinking is the best thing ever." He smiled.

I blushed as he walked towards me, holding me as I looked up at him.

At least I know I could never want more than him. Ever.
He, he is the only reason why I have my life and why I live it, and as much as I hate my life he's the one that makes it worth liveable