Clouded thoughts (Shikamaru x reader)

Intro: The never ending cycle

Your POV

I stared at my ceiling listening to the sound of my alarm clock blaring. I had 10 minutes to get ready and out the door. That's what I get for regretting my life decisions late at night. I hated waking up, especially when I was having such a great dream. Everyday felt the same too me. Wake up. Eat. Go to school. Sleep. It seemed like each day I was getting closer to losing my sanity.

I quickly made my bed, brushed my teeth and got dressed into my uniform. Man, 'wearing a uniform is such a pain.' I thought to myself while I was clipping my skirt. It was a plain black skirt that fell right above my knees. I  didn't understand how the girls in my class roll there skirts up so high when it was already short enough. It was so much work and so pointless. I ran downstairs trying not to drop all the binders and notebooks I had in my hand. Why do I even need so many binders when I rarely pay attention? I quickly shouted to my parents and siblings that I was leaving. "Don't stay afterschool today (Y/N)!". My mom shouted at me.

I put my headphones on and pretended I didn't hear her. The walk to school was usually long, but time passed faster with my headphones in. I was really into independent music and couldn't stop listening to the song young by vacation.

I looked up and a bunch of grey clouds were hovering up above. It looked like it was going to rain and of course I didn't bring an umbrella. I looked at my watch, it was already late. shit. If I'm going to be late might as well take my time. I stopped by a corner store and bought a sandwich, a family pack of chips and grabbed a red bull. Since of course my dumbass forgot to pack myself a lunch. I headed to school looking at the clouds and gray weather and admiring how much they reflected my feelings.

I finally got to school, I glanced at my watch just a few more minutes and first period would be over. I slipped into first period. In my usual seat, next to Sasuke and Lee. I looked up to see Sakura and Ino glare at me. They were really nice but they annoyed the shit out of me. Sure, Sasuke is attractive but he's not my type and there's no need to get agressive over someone who isnt even theres. Besides all this man does is grunt and glare at people. I smiled at lee and he smiled back. He either was really into the class or he was dozing off because soccer practice took up all his attention. I stared into space and daydreamed to pass the time.