Clouded thoughts (Shikamaru x reader)

Date time

I sighed and decided to head back to class. I was reaching into my pockets to pull out my phone and headphones but then I realized my headphones weren't there I grunted. I must've left it on the rooftop, I sighed again and headed up the stairs leading to the roof. I opened the door and headed to my usual spot but I stopped midway- There I saw Shikamaru making out with some girl and playing with fondling her tits. I backed away- What the fuck. What is wrong with this man, does he seriously not care that he'll have sex with anyone and even on the rooftop? I don't think he noticed me. 

I froze and I rushed back down the stairs slamming the door behind me. I rushed into the bathroom locking the stall door. I recollected myself, I knew this but I was in denial, but I wasn't much different wasn't I about to go on a date with Suigetsu? What did it matter, me and Shikamaru aren't even a thing. I don't think we'd be able to reciprocate eachothers feelings, right? I thought this but yet a few tears fell from my eyes. Not because I wanted to be together but because I was an idiot for ever sleeping with that man.

I was in fourth period. I stared at the clock waiting for the bell to ring so I could leave this horrid place. Hinata was sitting beside me, I still haven't told her what happened with me and Shikamaru and Suigetsu. It would've got messy. So I listened to her talk about her day. 

"Okay class, now I will give you class time to work with your partners on your project" The teacher said. I groaned and just took out my laptop. I didn't need to go get Shikamaru all the work was one-sided anyway. I typed more about how dumb love was and how it was pointless. I wrote about how basically skyman said womens job is to have babies, too basically have a cock shoved up on them. If you think about it is true but also messed up. I'm not really a kid person now that I think about it. I might have to revise this report I thought to myself. 

I turned and Shikamaru was right next to me with his head down. Why was this brat here? I must've been so absorbed in this report that I didn't notice him. Whatever the bell was going to ring soon. I packed my laptop back into my bag and Shikamaru grabbed my hand before I could stand up. "Are these yours" he asked, taking headphones out of his pocket. I froze and quickly grabbed them out of his hand. "Yeah, thanks" I said and headed out the door. Of course he followed. "Why are you following me" I asked, it was hard to ignore him when he kept following me. "Well, its a drag, but could we maybe meet up on the weekend for the project?" he asked. I sighed "sure, is Sunday good?" I asked. "Yeah sure, can I see your phone real quick". I hesitated but handed him my phone. He quickly typed in it and handed it back to me. "I'll call you soon" he said, turning around and shoving his hands into his pockets. I shoved my phone back into my bag and headed home. 

It was finally Saturday. I got yelled at by my mom for not coming home when she told me too. It was a pain but it was finally Saturday. I took a quick shower and got dressed. I wore a white long sleeved blouse, a mini skirt and some black boots. My hair was tangled and I didn't really want to get into it so I put it up in a ponytail. I looked into the mirror and added some lipgloss to my lips and added eyeliner making a nice winged look. 

I glanced at my phone it was vibrating.

Suigetsu the sharkboy <3: Hey shawtyy

(Y/N): Heyo shawty bae

Suigetsu the sharkboy <3: I'm almost there, should I knock on the door or wait at the corner?

(Y/N): Wait at the corner, my moms mad at me :/