Clouded thoughts (Shikamaru x reader)

Roof Top & Rainy Days

Time passed and finally it was lunch. I hated the cafeteria, it was so crowded and the sweat from all the clubs and sport teams really stunk up the cafeteria and hallways. I grabbed the food I bought from the store and headed to the roof. There was a soft breeze and it was pouring a little. I sat at my usual spot where I was sheltered from all the rain and ate my sandwich and blasted some music.

"Hey. Hey!". I felt a hand touch my shoulder and I turned to see a 5'7 guy looking down at me, his hair was tied back into a ponytail and his eyes were bloodshot and smudged with eyeliner and he held a joint in his right hand. I gave him a puzzled look. "Can I help you" I asked. Shit. What was his name again? I swear I've seen him before. "Yeah, this is a drag, but it began raining and this is the only place where the rain doesn't get in, so could I join you?" he asked.

I shrugged and continued to blast music. The guy then tapped me on the shoulder. What does this man want? "What's your name again?" he asked. "(Y/N)" I said. I felt bad that I didn't know his name either. I mumbled under my breath and asked "What's yours?" The guy laughed and said Shikamaru. He grabbed a handful of chips from the bag I was eating out of and exhaled smoke into my face. I was used to the smell of weed, what can I say? There were times when I really just needed to light a joint and reminisce.

I glared at him and mumbled something about personal space. He laughed and lifted his head up slightly to gaze at the clouds. I admired him for a few minutes he looked at peace, probably because of all the weed he smoked but he looked as if he didn't have a care in the world it was kinda hot.

Shikamaru turned to face me and I quickly looked away blushing What am I thinking? A few seconds passed by and Shikamaru tucked a piece of hair behind my ear and whispered "your kinda hot (Y/N)" Did I think to loud? Why is he voicing my thoughts? I decided to play it cool, so I ignored him and turned my back towards him and continued eating my chips. "So your just going to ignore me?" he smirked. "Girls would kill to get my undivided attention" I pretended that I didn't hear him and continued listening to the song that was blasting.

A few minutes passed by and Shikamaru grabbed me by my shoulder and pulled me back. My head was now in his lap. Who does this man think he is??!! Acting high and mighty because of his looks?! "What song is this? ". He hissed into my ear interrupting my thought process. His voice sent chills down my spine. "Cigarette Ahegao by Penelope Scott" I half heartedly replied. "The songs kind of good" he said. There was a moment of silence while we continued to listen to Penelope Scott sing about burnt out gifted kids, atleast that's how I interpret the song. My head was still on his lap it was an awkward yet comfortable position. Just focus on the music, he's high anyway so he'll probably think this was a dream or something I thought. That cooled me down. "So, what's up? You kinda seem like a loner". Shikamaru said. My head still on his lap"Not really but relationships always get messy" I replied to him.

He laughed and hissed in my ear again. "I could make your kitty real messy" he smirked. I froze for a second what did he say??? I immediately regained my composure"Men are such a pain" I sighed. "Ouch" Shikamaru said. " you know (Y/N), you sound hard to please" he said looking at me. "But I know this dick could please you" he smirked again. I stared at him for a few seconds unfazed. I snorted "mmhm, Is that what you say to all those other girls too?" I rolled my eyes. Shikamaru's known for getting girls and using them at his disposal. No wonder his face was kind of familiar. He was a major player and not someone I needed at the moment. "C'mon now, don't be like that (Y/N) " he pouted.

I looked at my watch, class was going to start in eight minutes. I finally managed to get off of shikamarus lap. I stood up and brushed off all the dirt from my skirt. shikamaru who was now in a squatting position looked me up and down. He took another puff of his joint and exhaled. " (Y/N) I wouldn't mind-". he paused for a minute. I was curious so I asked"Wouldn't mind what?" "I wouldn't mind fucking you". he smirked looking me up and down again. 'Ugh, this man makes my blood boil' I rolled my eyes and continued to brush the dirt of my skirt. This was probably the high that was talking.

Shikamaru grunted "C'mon say something, or do I have to pin you on the wall to get an answer?" He said with lust in his eyes." You shouldn't go around saying that to girls you just met, it sounds creepy coming from a stranger you'll just end up scaring them off" I said in a calm and collected tone. I glanced at my watch The bell was about to ring. I was about to start heading to the door.

Before I could, Shikamaru grabbed my hand and lifted up my skirt "grey? I was expecting pink or something" he smirked. My reflexes acted before my brain began to process what just happened and I ended up turning around and slapping him hard in the face. Wait, what just happened? Did he just- My face was flustered. I kept my composure and I knew he was just playing with me but I was pissed. Of course I was pissed but he wasn't worth my time he was just some horny brat I met on the rooftop. His hand was rubbing his face "Man, you slap hard" I crossed my arms over my chest. "you're a dick" I said.

He then made a V-sign with his fingers and brought it to his lips sticking his tongue out and moving it in an up and down motion, revealing the tongue piercing he had. I was in awe and stared at him for a few seconds realizing that I was staring, I quickly turned around, my back facing him and just held my middle finger up and walked out the door. "Hey don't get so mad, I'll make things up to you with this tongue, the piercing really makes the girls legs shake". I froze this horny brat what does he want with me? If I stay here I'm going to end up losing my temper. I continued walking. No way was I gonna let this guy walk all over me but I didn't want to make a big deal about it either.

I sighed and headed to third period.