SaiOuma/HinaKoma || One-Shots || Danganronpa ||

💔Tired (Song Fic)💔

Yo, why am I making so much Angst 😳 Oh well. Enjoy 🙇

You haven't been good for long.

Ah..There it is again. Nobody is talking to me. The feeling of loneliness creeps up my back. I guess..they will always see me as the villain, huh?

Is it the sound of your own thoughts that always keeps you up at night?

Mom..Dad.. I'm sorry. It's my stupid luck that did this to you. If only..I didn't exist. You could still be happy and alive. I lay in bed, drowning in self-pity. Hours go by but they feel like minutes. I never wanted it to be like this.. I hear the morning announcement go off. I let a breath out, realizing I'd have to go through the day without a wink of sleep.

Maybe it's time to say goodbye..

I want to leave so badly. They'd all be happier without me.. Especially Hajime. All I do is annoy him. Maybe..I should leave..forever.

Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired.

Everything is so hard to do now..I can't sleep, I can't think properly, I can't eat well, I can't do anything. I'm so tired..I just want a peaceful sleep.

You haven't felt right for days.

Another day..I drag myself out of bed and get into my clothes. I walk out the door, immediately seeing Hajime. Just like the last few days, I simply wave and walk away. I just..want some alone time is all. Yeah.. That's it.

Is it the fact, you never say what comes in your mind that day?

"Nagito!" Hajime calls for me. I turn around, smiling at him.

"Yes Hinata-Kun? What could you need from trash like me?" I ask, tilting my head slightly.

"Shut up already! Just- are you okay? You haven't been acting..yourself these past few days..Everyone is starting to get a bit concerned." Hajime rubbed the back of his neck.

'Haha..He sucks at lying.' I laugh to myself. Nobody is concerned for me. They all hate me! Including Hajime..the only person I truly love. I offer a small smile before replying.

"Of course I'm alright. I appreciate the concern but you shouldn't worry about a scum like me." I laugh awkwardly. The rest of the day was filled with Hajime yelling at me and the rest was just my normal boring day.

Maybe it's time to shut away..

I close my door. I never wanna come back out of my cabin. Everyone hates me. I don't deserve anything..Hell, I don't even deserve to breath the same air as anyone. I felt tears form. I just need a few hours to myself is all..yeah.. I stand up, locking my door before laying in my bed.

Cause I've never really felt okay.

I let the tears fall out of my eyes. I make no sounds. Everything hurts.. Everything is not okay so why do I keep saying it is? Why can't I tell someone? Please..please..I just- want to be loved..

Cause I've been eating less all day-

"Aren't you hungry, Nagito?" Sonia asked me with a questioning glare.

"Nope. I just ate! No need to worry about a worthless piece of trash. You're a princess, you have more things to worry about." I smile at her, turning back to the table. I hate lying..but I need to.

To give my brain some extra space to think.

Maybe..If I can control the not eating, I can finally get control over my own thoughts. If I can get control over my own thoughts, I can..I can finally- No. I don't deserve happiness. I killed them. I didn't earn anything I got..Why am I even alive?

'Bout all the things to do to help-

I just..I just want help. Please. Why. Why can't anyone hear my pleads? I wish..someone cared enough to see me for me. I wish..I was never alive in the first place!

Distract me from the rude of heart.

It's..time. I smile as I feel the poison/blood loss finally knock me out. Goodbye..everyone. I can promise you, you'll be so much more happier without me. Good luck on finding the traitor, Hajime..I love you.