SaiOuma/HinaKoma || One-Shots || Danganronpa ||

💔✨My Body✨💔

This one is gonna be a HinaKoma.

Nagito..was done. With everything.. including his body.

Nagito's POV-

Hope. Despair. I don't deserve any of it. People think I'm pitying myself when I call myself trash, worthless, ect..but..I'm not. I'm merely stating facts. I've had those words drilled into my head since I was younger. I've always been the 'lucky' kid but they're wrong! I'm never lucky! Sure, a few things good happen but- the bad outweighs the good! I'm tired of it all. Sure, I'm dating Hajime and he's nice to me- but I feel as if it is all out of pity. Everything. All my friends, all my teachers, everything. I hate it. I have no more hope in me. It never existed in me nor did dispair.

"Good morning Nagito. It's weird seeing you on the roof, something up?" Hajime's voice called from behind me.

"Of course not. I'm the luckiest person alive. Why would anything be wrong?" I smile, feeling my eyes start to tear up. I look at the ground.

"Nagito..? Are..are you crying?" Hajime comes closer to me.

"Stop it. Don't come near me." I look towards him, stepping back a bit.

"H-Hey- get away from the edge Nagito." Hajime's voice wavered but mostly stayed like it normally is.

"You love me right? Everything about me?" I ask, tilting my head a bit.

"Yes. Why wouldn't I? Please come here Nagito.. you're worrying me.." He stepped a little closer to me.

Arms.

"So..you love my arms?" I keep eye contact with him.

"Huh- I mean..they are apart of you so, yes!" Hajime looks even more confused.

Legs.

"What about my legs?" I felt my heart breaking even more. I knew what I was doing, why am I leading him on like this?

"Nagito..Yes. I love you. I love everything about you." He steps closer a tiny bit more.

"I see.." I nod to myself.

Gut.

"Do you love my gut?" I look at my feet.

"Yes! Yes! I love your arms, legs, and your gut! What is this all about? Please just..come here?" Hajime reaches out for me.

Face.

"My face? Do you love it?" I look back up at him.

"Of course. The first time I saw your face it felt like my entire body just bursted into flames. You are so beautiful." Hajime gets closer, slowly trying to grab my arm.

"All of the things you love.." I whisper, just so he could hear it.

"Not just those things but..yeah!" He smiles slightly. I feel guilt rage through me.

"That I hate.." I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I make eye contact with him. His smile drops and his eyes widen.

"N-Nagito.." He covers his mouth, his eyes filling with tears. I never thought I would see him express this much expressions because of a worthless being like myself.

"Arms, legs, gut, face..all the things.." I force back more tears. "You will never see again." I smile as I feel myself start falling backwards, heading down to the ground at a terrifying rate.

I snap awake before I hit the ground. Hajime sits up, startled by me moving so fast.

"Nagito..it's alright Baby.." He asks, hugging me close to him as tears fall down my face. I realize that..Hajime is here. He loves me. I love myself. That was just a bump in the road a few years ago.

I'm okay now..