It was a normal day, the same normal day that Aomine hates
Not only the day was boring as hell, his sunshine was not there
Aomine lay on the roof top, where he felt sure no one would find him, he had bunked the literature class and sneaked carefully up to the rooftop of his school
It reminded him of kise....
The tanned man lay, hoping to find some peace to sleep, unfortunately his wish had not been granted
Because a certain blond was always on his mind...
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.It has been two months, two months passed since the horrible accident, two moths passed since his sunshine was stolen, two moths since he last called his secret crush a slut, two moths since yellow dissolved into dark evil red, two moths since he went shouting in the hospital, two months since he saw kise in the emergency operation room
62 days of regret, 1448 hours of desperation, frustation and most of all, torture
Every minutes his mind spend, tortured him, it was all too much,
Why ? Why didn't I ran and save him ? Why did kise had to be the one to suffer ? Why did he froze when the truck crashed into the blond.....
His blond.... his blond was taken away.... away from his smiles.... his smiles that Aomine loved so dearly that he'll give anything to see them once more....
He tried, he tried everything.... pills won't work, his health crashes , he even took suicidal forms...
But he knew very well, that the blond wouldn't want to see him like this... Because he knew
he was loved.....
The school bell rang
Aomine stood up, realizing how long it has passed, he begins his usual routine, which begins two months agoHe goes to the florist, bought the biggest and brightest sunflowers
It reminds him of something he missed so much.... those bright yellow flowers, reflecting the sunshine... the sunshine that was stolen...
He walks, straight to the hospital, took the lift, and gently he pushed the door number 719, his eyes shut as he pushed the door
He opens his eyes, revealing a certain blond... lying motionless on the bed... tubes attached on every part of his body.... machines surrounding him
The only sound was the beeping if the monitor.... indicating a stable heartbeat
But kise's eyes never opened loke they use to be, they are tightly shut, and so was his lips, they never smiled like they use to be, his face was emotionless, with just a slight look of pain
Kise was in a coma
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Aomine sat on the chair beside the bed, he set the newly brought fresh sunflower on the vase which was on the table beside him, he shove yhe curtain behind him, revealing a glimpse of sunlight and finallyHe looked at the blond, holding his fragile hand to his cheek, tears flow down voluntarily...
He had always done this, at the first two weeks it was everyday, but he soon found it impossible cuz he still needs to do practices and stuffs
But he always makes sure it was only the two of them, when kise parents or sisters came.... he waited outside.
When the Gom or satsuki came, he would avoid them, and try to give them reasons on how busy he was with stuffs that aren't even real
The guilt
Was unbearable for himThe thought of being in the same room the others made him feel unbearable guilt, because the others don't know.
He stares at kise, staring at how beautiful kise was...
His beauty never leave him , from he moment the basketball hit him, the moment he was on tears until now, where he lay, with all those tubes helping him to breathe
Aomine was still in love with him, and will always be
At 6:30 pm, he'll start his journey back home and directly went to bed
The next day, his schedule repeats, except for days where he had to go for basketball tournaments, Akashi would force him to go and the Bluenette, knowing it was not a good thing to oppose the red head captain will obey
The same repeats, until that one day...
He stood infront of the room numbered 719, sighed and went in
He sensed something wrong, and his sense were correct, kise's heart beat monitor produced a loud and long BEEEEEEPPPP, at the moment he stepped inside the room
He dropped his bouquet and ran to kise's bed side his hand shaking like that time he entered the operation room
He panicked, pressing the nurse button on one of the handles of the bed, his thoughts went crazy with anxiety
Was kise finally gonna leave him? Will he never see him smile again ? Will he finally have to let go of the pale, fragile hand ? But whatever it is, he was not ready
Not ready to let his sunshine gone, even after all the mental preparation he took,
Kise's body jolted, Aomine knew this was a bad sign, he holds kise's hand and shut his eyes, tears, again
He hates his tears, because they always brings bad memories
In his mind, apart from the anxiety and worries, his life flash backs, all those moment he had with kise, all those fights, those hundred watt smiles, the moments he called him annoying, and even the moment he called him a slut....
It was painful to know that he will never hear the blond's voice calling him again
It was so painful, so so painful, it feels like he was about to burst
Until he heard a voice, a weak voice, bringing him back to reality, forcing him to open his eyes and reflexively turn his head
"Aomine-cchi"
The so-called person turned his heard, his eyes wide from both relieve and frustration, this time his eyes were not the only one opened in the room, the pale hand his squezzed, shrugged
Aomine couldn't believe what he saw, finally, after weeks of endless hope.... finally his world began to start a new track...
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Blond Blunette [ Aokise kuroko no basket] (boy x boy)
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