Blond Blunette [ Aokise kuroko no basket] (boy x boy)

Empty hearts

AOMINE'S pov

Ah damn... How many days has it been..

I've been hanging around this girl thinking that i could find a new source of entertaintment but honestly i felt... Empty

Perhaps i've been trying too hard to forget him because now i'm exhausted

I feel so dumb

Even playing basketball feels empty now

I was hoping to get over this depressing feeling by hanging around with someone new but like i've never thought, it's exhausting

Plus all this girl talks about is men, clothes and blah blah things i dont give a fuck

Perhaps i was wrong to play with someonems feeling but she doesn't seem to care about me

It's just not her, no matter how pretty she is, no matter how her boobs are... Uhm

I just dont feel the same as how i feel with kise

Ah kise, why can't you get out of my mind,
Fuck

As i walk around aimlessly, being dragged by this girl, and her friends, forces to listen to their endless chatting

That's when i got a glimpse of his light coloured hair , just the sight of him makes me feel uneasy

I've never felt like this before, it feels like a girl looking at her long time crush

Fuck

Just when I thought i have got over him
I feel my heart cringing in need for him

That feeling alone is enough to make me chase after him,

I feel my body move on it's own, finally finding a direction after so many days
in the dark

I dont't even know why i'm chasing him, it's suppose to be over, it's suppose to be how it used to be

He turned his head slightly, noticing me running to him

He ran away from me, which honestly confuses me, did he hate me that much

I mean like we haven't talk for weeks, can't he just spare some minutes to actually explain why we broke up

A part of me was tempted to stop, but a bigger part of me kept running

And there we go, running around the school without stopping even when the school bell rang

He ran up the stairs and fortunately the clumsy part of him shows itself and made him tumble down and crashing himself on top of me