Blond Blunette [ Aokise kuroko no basket] (boy x boy)

True feelings

KISE'S POV

It was painful, fate is really painful

I kept thinking of him, no matter where or when, I kept remembering how soft his kisses were, how warm his hugs are
Regardless how much i want to forget it

It's just too much to forget the memories I cherish the most

Now my life's back to how it's used to be,

Waking up to a colourless world, seeing the sky was no longer blue, the world was so blank , my heart felt so empty

As i walk down the corridor, that nostlagic , there at the corner, i saw a glimpse of his blue hair

I wanted to hide, but i know i shouldn't, i'm determined that i'll be okay

But turns out, it's not

There i saw the man i love, with a girl that i saw 2 weeks ago

His arm was around that girl, and he looked happy

It's more painful than what i've imagined, i thought i was prepared for this, but it turns out i wasn't, and i probably will never be

While i was standing there frozen in the bitterness of the situation, he turned his head and caught a glimpse of me,

That's when i lose control, i turn and ran away, as fast as my legs could take me,

As i ran, his image keeps popping on my head, his dark blue eyes, his tammed skin, his low voice, his smile

I was running away from all of them

But i have to pretend that i'm fine, this was all for his sake, i have to be strong, and pretend that nothing has ever happen between us

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AOMINE'S POV

What have i done ?
What did i ever do ?
Why has this happened ?

Why did he leave me? He was the one chasing me at first and now hems leaving me ?

Is it true that he's bored of me already ?

I tried so hard to contact him after the break up, yet there's no response at all

I was so mad, so mad, i felt like i have been played by him, does he think that just because he has the looks, he can play with anyone

Yet i could not hate him,

Even if his words are all lies, even if his tears are fake,

I loved him, his eyes that shimmers under the sun, his voice, his whines, his   ever  beautiful figure

I can't and will never be able to stop loving him,

It was so depressing, that i had to find another way to soothe myself

Then there's this girl, honestly she is very attractive, that's probably why i choose to go out with her

But no matter when or where i still can't forget about kise, i'm still in love with him and moreover, i want to know why he choose to break up with me