Blond Blunette [ Aokise kuroko no basket] (boy x boy)

The day

That day seemed normal, club practice at 2, and the rest, studies. Kise look at the window beside him, he was sitting in his classroom dazing off.. His golden lids beginning to close...

"Oi Tetsu"

Kise reflexively flinched towards the direction of that voice, he saw a familiar figure standing on the fields three floors below him, instantly his half closed lids widen, his heart began to beat faster, that warm tingling feeling was back.... Aomine's voice was loud enough to be heard by him, he wanted to open the window and say hello but he knew he musn't.... just then he realized the Aomine was not alone..

"Aomine-kun please wait.... I think got my feet stuck "

Kise stared at the blue haired, feeling that pain stabbing his heart again, jealousy and insecurity controlled his mind, though he knew kuroko was the ace's shadow, he just can't stop feeling inferior, he wanted to be him, he wanted to be with Aomine...
He had waited for so long, he had....
He knew he will never be between them and he had no rights, nobody had
He realized long ago how the ace looked at his shadow, those eyes shimmering in every pass he received, while all the blond can do was look, pain in his heart , destroying his insides, but that's just all he could do..... love is not an option

He knew nothing would come in this one sided love he had... his mind was in a storm.... But what he saw stopped him short

THUD!! The loud sound the crash of kuroko and aomine's body on the ground, it looks like Aomine was helping his shadow to unstuck his feet when both of them slipped and fell to the ground....

Both Aomine and kuroko lifted their body, acting like nothing happened but on the other side, kise was uncontrollable

"Crack!!" Was all he heard , the sound of his heart breaking to pieces, as what he saw repeated on his mind, it felt like , he was just hit by storm had hit him , and the impact was so painful......golden orbs began to overflow with tears, for that moment as he look through the window, he felt that the whole atmosphere was empty, because he saw that look on Aomine's face, that craving look when kuroko was on top of his body... Kise recalled everything, he realized why Aomine had always stick with kuroko, he realizes it was no simple explanation because light and dark couldn't be seperated...

With that thought His pain overthrow him, his heart didn't feel like beating, all the warm tingling feeling had dissapeared, replaced by agony and jealousy, all those painful thoughts was recalled, that scene was repeated continuously albeit unbearable, so unbearable that he had to excuse him self to the toilet where he cried in agony, his love now hopeless, his heart now broken, his life now meaningless.....

But all this made him determined, about something which he should have decided long ago, he wanted all or nothing, he realized..... It's time to end this....

[this chapter led the blond to his confession on the earlier chapter]