Ming's pov:
I got into the house and closed the door behind me.
I leaned on the door and stared at the floor blankly.
I could still feel them on my skin.
Those hands. Touching me everywhere.
I had already taken a shower in the hotel room before coming home but i don't feel clean at all. I actually felt a lot dirtier than before i had gone there.
I was pulled out of my revere when Luna and Lea rubbed against my legs.
I knelt down and hugged them tightly.
Tears started streaming down my face.
I did it.... I got the evidence.... They confessed everything....
I should be happy but i couldn't feel any kind of happiness.
Only disgust and self loathing.
Luna and Lea kept whining and nuzzling my neck trying to comfort me.
But i couldn't calm down.
My skin crawled and my stomach turned.
I felt like throwing up even though i had already thrown up everything in my stomach back at the hotel.
I patted them a few times and got up dragging myself upstairs and into the bedroom.
As always, they obediently stayed downstairs.
I stripped and went straight into the bathroom.
I turned on the shower to the maximum heat setting and got under it.
The water was almost scalding but i didn't care. It's not like i can feel pain anyway.
I just wanted to get rid of the feel of their hands on me.
But no matter how much i scrubbed, it wasn't working.
My skin was bright red and i could see that the first layer of skin was starting to peel off.
I reached out and turned off the water.
I sat down on the floor and curled into a ball.
I quietly sobbed into my arms.
I managed to calm down after what felt like hours.
I slowly stood up and went out of the bathroom after drying off and wrapping a towel around my waist.
I didn't care about the state my body was in.
I just wanted to rest.
I took some of p'pha's clothes and wore them before getting into bed.
I curled around his pillow and closed my eyes.
But those memories flashed infront of my eyes the moment they were closed.
I immediately opened them.
I gazed out the sliding doors.
The only thing keeping me calm was his scent on the clothes, pillow and sheets.
He'll be so angry when he finds out what i did......
I could feel exhaustion setting in.
My eyelids got heavier and before long, i fell into a deep slumber.
I woke up to a gentle pat on my head.
I slowly opened my eyes and looked up.
P'pha was sitting on the bed near me looking at me worriedly.
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Abandoned
FanfictionA small boy shivering in the rain on the cold streets. Turns out to he's someone from his past. Someone he considered as his own brother. What exactly happened to him? And will his feeling s still reamin as brotherly love or will it change into some...