You were supposed to become my parabatai

The truth

ALEC POV:
Clary has passed out I was really worried on the reason why, I was outside of the infirmary when I saw her wake up. She looked at her arms and smiled and I wondered why and that's when I saw them her runes returned I was smiling just as big but then her smile vanished and I ran in making sure she was ok, "hey you ok you look worried" "um yeah actually no I'm not I need to tell you all something" she said in a very worried tone that's when I called everyone in.

CLARY POV:
I was so scared to tell them because since I arrived my family just keeps causing problems because I'm alive. "I have to tell you guys something, when I passed out I saw an angel he had a message for me... he told me he was lifting my punishment but with me returning an old enemy will return as well". "Ok who is it" Izzy asked "I don't know the angel didn't say he just warned me that relationships will be tested and some other stuff" I say scared

ALEC POV:
I'm happy Clary's back and everything but I've noticed that problems seem to arise when she's around I'm starting think she's a danger magnet, me and her were just starting to be friends when she lost her memories I missed her so much it hurt but I didn't show it because I was head of Alicante I need to talk to everyone about this.

CLARY POV:
I looked at Alec he seemed to have a look on his face like he was having mixed emotions about something but I had a feeling I knew what it was he was thinking that problems always start when I'm around and I need to leave the shadow world once and for all.

IZZY POV:
"Ok we'll be fine we always get through we always defeat the bad guys so we can do it again" I said with reassurance "Yeah and we will win with everyone alive and their memories kept" Jace said looking at Clary with a grin. "Guys I don't know about this I mean think about it problems always seem to happen when I'm around when I first came into the shadow world Valentine came back and made all of our lives a living hell. I think I should just leave and maybe this problem will go away" Clary said. "No no no you're wrong Clary you belong just as much as we do and I refuse to lose you again I can't deal with that pain again" "Yeah I agree with Izzy" said Simon everyone else started to agree except Alec, and Clary noticed and she knew that if Alec didn't agree that their was no way that Clary would stay I was so mad at that thought I just left.

ALEC POV:
I saw Izzy leave and I chased after her "Hey Izzy where are you going?" "I can't believe you Alec Clary has been gone for over a year and now she's back a dream come true you know how much I wanted to be her parabatai and now when she needs us the most you decide to think that she doesn't belong like how you thought of her when she first arrived. CLARY SUFFERED SO MUCH FIRST SHE FINDS OUT HER MOTHER LIED TO HER FOR ALL HER LIFE THEN FINDS OUT THAT HER FATHER AND BROTHER ARE THE MOST EVIL PEOPLE ON THE PLANET THEN SHE FINDS JACE IS HER BROTHER THEN FINDS OUT HE ISNT HER BROTHER THEN WHEN SHE NEEDS IS MOST WHEN VALENTINE TOOK JACE YOU DECIDE TO SAY SHE DOESNT BELONG HERE AND THAT SHES A PROBLEM YOU NEVER EXCEPTED CLARY NO MATTER HOW FORGIVING SHE WAS HER ENTIRE LIFE WAS A LIE AMD RIGHT WHEN SHE REALIZED WHERE SHE BELONGS THE ANGELS TAKE HER MEMORIES EVEN THOUGH SHE SAVED THE WORLD AND NOW SHES BACK AND YOU DECIDE TO BE AN ASSHOLE AND BASICALLY ADMIT THAT SHE SHOULD LEAVE." Izzy screamed at me I didn't know she was going hurting so badly because of Clary leaving us "I'm sorry Izzy I didn't know you were hurting so badly, but I mean Clary right every time she comes around problems start I mean when she left we had no problems and now she's back and already there's someone causing trouble I care about Clary I do but it's my job to make sure that all Shadowhunters safe and if that means Clary has to leave then so be it". "Wow Alec Clary is a Shadowhunter she has more angel blood then any of us she already sacrificed so much and stop lying you don't give a damn about Clary even though she never acted like an asshole towards you even though that's all you ever acted towards her if you really cared for her you would know that true family and friends fight for each other we fight to keep each other safe and say that Clary does leave what happens to her her life will always be at risk you know what Alec you can rot in hell for trying to get rid of the person that was supposed to be my parabatai the person that suffered in silence at YOUR wedding the person that sacrificed her self for the ENIRE world" Izzy said with such anger I was almost in tears. I tired to say something but all she said was "save it I don't care what you have to say anymore" then she walked away