Alec POV:
I was standing there watching Isabelle walk away suprised finding out how much pain she was in, then it reminded me how much things have changed since Clary arrived and how much it changed when she left. Clary taught us all something Clary taught Jace that love doesn't make you weak, she taught Isabelle that it's okay to show your emotions, she taught me how to be myself Clary was a phenomenal person it just took me a while to finally see it I mean she sacrificed everything to save the world to save us and then she loses her memories what type of thanks is that ever since then every Shadowhunter has been on the outs with the Angels. I turn around to the infirmary to see Clary walking around.
Clary POV:
As I watched Isabelle and Alec walk out of the room soon after Jace and everyone else left to give me some space as they left I felt like an outcast like I didn't belong anymore I get up and start pacing trying to think of a way out of here so I won't be a problem, then Alec come in the room with a worried tone " Clary lie back down you can still be weak" Alec said "Why should you care I know you don't want me here" I say with a lot of attitude "What do you mean?" Alec said that's when I became angry he started to play dumb with me "I know you Alec I know that you've always thought I've been a burden a problem to you and your family that I'm the reason to all your troubles you said it yourself when Jace got kidnapped by Valentine you blamed EVERY bad thing that happened on me do you have any idea on how much that hurt? I looked up to you I always thought you were a brave, kind person you are a great leader everyone follows you so when you blamed everything on me I wanted to leave everything and everyone behind even Isabelle and she was the ONLY person that was there for me after what you said" Alec looked hurt and suprised like he wasn't aware of the pain he gave me "Clary I never meant hurt you I- "
Alec was cut off by Clary "You nothing you hurt me YOU were the one who made me feel like I didn't belong YOU made me wanna give up YOU are the one who disrespected me over and over again you stopped disrespecting me when my mom died and don't get me wrong I don't blame you for my moms death but you stopped disrespecting me cause you felt bad all I ever wanted from you was for you to be proud of me to be a friend to see me as one of you but it was just too much for you" I was too angry to look at him so I waked out
Alec POV:
Clary and Isabelle just admitted what they felt to me in a quite loud way but i admit they were right I was being an asshole Clary was always kind to me even when I wasn't kind to her if anything people should look up to her that's when I realized that I was wrong Isabelle was right family fight for each other no matter what the cost and Clary proved that when she lost her memories it'd be wrong for me not to do that all she's ever done is sacrifice it's time to repay her
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FanficWhat if it was Clary and Izzy in the ally instead of Clary and Jace. When Clary finally remembers everything will everyone be happy she's back or will they be suspicious on why she's back. When Clary remembers everything she still doesn't feel welco...
