You were supposed to become my parabatai

The Argument

Clary POV

I've been having the time of my life with Isabelle as new parabatais. It's amazing but also scary that if she goes on a mission alone that she could die and I will feel her die and I would lose apart of myself. The only thing that has been bothering me... Jace has been distant, cold and I've tried to talk to him about it but he just ignores me but I'm sick of it I'm going to make him tell me what's wrong with him weather he likes it or not.

Jace POV
I've been distant towards Clary and she's noticed and asked about it but I just ignore her. I just don't want to hurt her, every time things get really good between us something happens I'm so sick of it, I don't know what to do.

Clary POV
I go into Jace room giving him one last chance "Hey Jace want to come train with me" hoping he'd say yes "Nah I'm good I really don't feel like hanging with you" Jace said coldly I had enough "Ok I'm done with your shit why the hell have you been ignoring me I did nothing wrong ever since I came back I've been showing you with nothing but love what's wrong" I say in a angry but worried tone. "You really want to know... ok. I'm sick of it I'm sick of us getting everything we want then it being taken away because you want to go and be the hero. To be honest I'm sick of us I think it's a sign that we shouldn't be together" Jace says. I can't believe he would say that, I didn't want to be selfless and leave my family behind but it was the only way and there was no time to think of an alternative. "Are you breaking up with me" I ask "Yes I am can't take this anymore" he said "Even the Angel said that with you back that trouble and chaos would come because you're back so I'm done with you" with his head down I was in tears felt like my heart was being pulled right out of my chest "Ok if that's what you want" I said leaving

Isabelle POV
I was in my office when all of a sudden I felt my heart ache it felt like it was breaking and that's when I knew that something was wrong with Clary. I ran towards the pain and as I got closer the more it hurt and I knew I reached my destination when my heart so much I felt like I was dying. I went into her room seeing that she was putting on makeup trying cover up her pain and puffy eyes. "What happened?" worried "Jace broke up with me... he said that I was only bringing trouble and chaos" what if he's right Clary asked crying "No he's not right being apart of the Shadow World trouble comes with it and it's not you, and you were the one that sacrificed yourself to save everyone else. I said hoping that she'd feel a little better "No I am the problem.... maybe it's best if I just go" "No!" I said "We just got you back we just became parabatai I'm not losing you again" I said hugging her.