Book Of Oneshots (fluff) | VKOOK

U: (Un)expected

i'm alive
it took me so long to update this because i started hell (aka university) again and it's taking 98% of my time lol. anyway, enjoy!
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summary: jeongguk and taehyung had been trying for a long time to have children but they failed each time. they went to doctors, did everything they could but it just never worked out, until one faithful day.

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jeongguk gripped the sink in anticipation, his heart rate accelerating. he had been feeling a little sick for the past few days and he was throwing up a lot. he sincerely hoped he was pregnant. he and his husband of two years, taehyung, have been trying to have children for the past 6 months now.

sadly, it always ended up in disappointment each time jeongguk took the test. was it his fault that he wasn't getting pregnant? was it taehyung's?

they did some tests two months ago and they came out clean. both of them were perfectly fertile. why the hell wasn't jeongguk pregnant already?

he shook his head as he tried to shake off the negative thoughts. maybe today is a new day and it's the beginning of their new happiness. he felt nauseous and dizzy, it had to be it. he had to be pregnant.

taehyung walked, looking equally nervous. he had been waiting outside the bathroom for jeongguk but his husband took too long and he was impatient so he walked in. "hey." he said softly, caressing jeongguk's tense shoulders. "anything yet?"

"no, we still have to wait for a minute." he replied back, nervously fidgeting. "god, i hope it's positive." he whispered softly.

taehyung wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him closer to his chest. "i hope so too baby, i would love to have a baby with you." he said softly, kissing his head. "but i want you to know that even if it's not positive, nothing will change. we'll try again or go to see another doctor, okay?" he gently tucked jeongguk's hair behind his ear.

"okay." jeongguk whispered and bit his lips, feeling like he was going to pass out from the nervousness. "i'm so sorry taehyung. i'm so sorry for getting your hopes up every time and then crashing them."

"no, no. don't say this baby, we still don't know whether it's positive or negative. and it has nothing to do with you, okay? we went to the doctors and they said that we're both completely and perfectly fertile. it's just... it's not our time yet." he whispered.

just as he was going to say more, jeongguk's phone beeped announcing that the time's up. jeongguk quickly picked up the pregnancy test and looked at it, eyes wide with hope, heart beating out of his chest.

he stood there, shaking as he stared at one line. one fucking line. he wasn't pregnant. he shook violently as a loud sob tore from his throat. taehyung's eyes saddened as he took in his husband's state and shook his head. he gently wrapped his arms around him, taking the test out of his hand. "shh, baby. it's okay. we'll just try again."

jeongguk shook his head and sobbed into his chest. taehyung's eyes watered too and held his sobbing husband close. he was hoping for a baby too, disappointment and sadness were slowly sinking in within him but he suppressed them back. his priority right now was his sobbing husband who was clutching on to his shirt, unable to stop shaking.

"baby, don't do this to yourself please, you'll get sick." he whispered and kissed his face, gently cupping his cheeks. he wiped the tears with his thumbs and kissed his forehead. "i love you regardless. i don't care about anything as long as you're with me, healthy and happy. gukk, i want babies too but if we can't have children, it won't be the end of the world because i'll have you."