Bakit kaya ganun no? Kung kelan nakalimutan mo na siya, kung kelan nagawa mo nang maging masaya ng wala siya, kung kelan alam mong move on na move on ka na, saka siya muling babalik at ipaparamdam sayo na kahit anong gawin mo, siya at siya pa rin ang mahal mo. Nakakainis ba? Na matapos mong ubusin ang oras mo sa pagaabala sa sarili mo para dina siya maisip, sa loob ng isang segundo lang na pagpapakita niya, nagsibalikan lahat ng alaalang kay tagal mong tinakasan. Ilang buwan o taon ang ginugol mo para masanay ka nang wala siya, pero sa loob ng ilang minuto lang na magkasama kayo, pakiramdam mo hindi mo na naman kakayaning wala siya sa tabi mo. Sayang lahat ng paghihirap mo. Sayang na sayang dahil sa tinagaltagal ng paghihirap mo, hindi ka pa pala nakakamove on. Dahil hanggang ngayon, mahal na mahal mo pa din siya. Dahil hanggang ngayon siya pa rin ang itinitibok ng puso mo. Dahil kahit hindi natupad ang mga pangarap mo sa relasyong binuo nyong dalawa.. Ang ending sya pa rin talaga at wala ng iba.
Kaya minsan, mas mahirap yung pilit mong kinakalimutan ang isang tao. Yun ay dahil hindi naman talaga siya tuluyang nawala sa isip mo. Ipinilit mo lang. Parang manggang pilit na hininog. Maasim. Hindi nakuha yung inaasahang tamis. Sa bawat pilit mong kalimutan siya, mas lalo siyang nagsusumiksik sa utak mo. Dumating ang oras na akala mo limot mo na siya. Kunyari masaya ka. Kunyari kontento ka na. Kunyari nakamove on ka na. Pero ang totoo, alam mong hindi pa. Kaya nung dumating ang oras na nagkasalubong muli ang inyong landas, parang sugat na biglang tinanggalan ng bandaid ang puso mo, dumaloy ang sariwang dugo sa sugat na kailanman ay hindi naghilom.
"Kumusta kana Georgia?"
Kaswal na bati ni King sa kasintahang ilang taon ding di nakita.
Ngumiti si Georgia, yung totoong ngiti...
"Okay naman ako King, ikaw, kumusta ka naman?"
"Truthfully, I miss you, l could talk about you all day and all night and I'd still have a million more things to say. But too many words become meaningless, so I'll just leave it at you're the most wonderful person I've ever met, and I can't imagine not having you back in my life.. Again!"
"You broke every promise you've ever made but I have loved you anyway." Chill lang si Georgia. Hindi nawawala ang ngiti nito sa labi. "You're important to me. I think if there's anything that will last forever, it's that. Whether we separate, stay in touch or rarely speak again, you will always be that little someone I really do care for, that I would sacrifice everything for to protect and keep safe."
"Don't you hate me?"
"Why would I be? I love you anyway.. Many are the plans and dreams I have for my future relationship.. my ideal man, the vows I will make and how we will face tomorrow with growing love and faith for each other. Whatever it might be, I lift all those thoughts to God. Because today, He is still preparing the both of us for a love that shall be anchored to Him; for a love that endures, gives genuine happiness, and a love that lasts for a lifetime."
Nayakap na lang ng mahigpit ni King ang kasintahan. " l love you Georgia... I love you so much!"
"I wanna be the girl who changed everything, that girl that made a difference, that girl who gave everyone a story to tell. Give me a chance to be that girl who would change your world!... King..." Nakangiting tawag nya sa binata.
"Hmm?"
"Date tayo!"
"Haha.. Kala ko kung ano ng sasabihin mo.. kinabahan tuloy ako. San mo ba gustong mag date tayo?" Panay ang halik nya sa buhok ni Georgia. Adik talaga sya sa amoy nito.
"I want to have a rooftop date with you. We'll place a mat,wide enough for both of us to lay in. As we lay down side by side with each other, together we'll watch how wonderful the sky is with the million sparkling stars and that wonderful moon displayed in front of us. Together we'll count the falling stars as we wish a happily ever after story for us. I want to hold your hand all night and feel your warmth into mine. We'll stargaze together. We'll connect every constellations with our fingers. We'll connect every stars until we draw our names together. We will feel the fresh cold breeze in our faces and act like jack and rose over the edge of the rooftop. I can imagine how you hold my open arms as you stand behind me and say 'Trust me'. I can imagine how I firmly close my eyes, feel the gentle slap of air on my face and shout, 'I'm flying!". It may seem a little over dramatic but that imagination brings a wide smile on my lips. "I really wanna do it with you. And as a song lingered in that little space on top of the roof, we'll spend the night together, making another unforgettable memory that will add up to those that we'll reminisce when we are already old, and still together... a date to remember."
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Broken Dreams🗡Assassin Series13✔💯
Romance⚔King Nexus Larkin⚔ A heartless secret assassin agent in the Hainsha Organization. Hindi siya naniniwala sa love, para sa kanya.. sayang lang ang oras at effort. Hanggang sa nakilala niya si Georgia Guthrie. He claimed her like she was the one who a...