decayed love (Shigaraki x Reader)

||~five~||

I woke up in a dark room. It smelt familiar, and I realized I was cuddling someone. It was Shigaraki.

He was facing away from me, and I realized we were spooning. I was the big spoon. That had never happened before??

His head was a little lower than mine, and I wrapped my arms around his chest and back. I pulled one of my hands up and ran it through his surprisingly soft hair. He still smelled like a mix of cologne, and I was wearing his hoodie.

He yawned and turned to face me. Through the dim light coming from the boarded up window, I saw him smile a little bit. He scooted up and pulled me into him, tight. I lifted my head up and placed my hand on the back of his neck and kissed him.

He put his left hand on my face and his right hand slowly wrapped around my neck. He kissed me down my neck slowly and grinned when a small moan escaped my lips.

He came back up and kissed me again, he rolled me under him and we made out for like, ten minutes. I kept wondering if he was going to make a move to take things further... but he never did.

He left after a little while because Kurogiri knocked on the door asking for him. I sat down, rummaging through all the junk on the floor. This mans a slob.

"N/N!" (nick name) Toga called from the door, "I've been looking for you! Oh my god, this place is a wreck, haha! Is this Shigarakis room? Of course it is!" She slid to the floor, making a bigger mess of the room than it already is. "I didn't know he was so messy! Oh my god, Dabi was so mad yesterday when i tried stabbing him like- he was chasing me around with fire and-"

"What do you want, Toga?" I laughed.

"Oh, sorry, I tend to rant, teehee," she giggled, "Dabi needs you. He said someone stopped by asking for you."

"Huh? I wonder who," I asked. I got up and shook the dust off of me.

"IS THAT HIS HOODIE? WAIT, YOU'RE IN HIS ROOM... IN THE DARK... ALL NIGHT... OH MY GOD DID YOU GUYS-"

"Toga, please," I laughed. I felt myself getting red. "Where is Dabi?"

"The bar, WAS IT AWKWARD? I BET IT WAS AWKWARD!! HOW LIKE LONG WAS IT ?? DID HE-"

"Toga!!" I said loudly.

"Sorry..." She giggled mischievously.

I left the room and headed down the long hallway. Dabi was talking with Kurogiri. "Dabi?"

"Yeah? Oh- right. Yeah, some dude stopped by asking for you?"

"Who?"

"I dunno. I think his name was like Matsuda or something."

"Matsuda?"

"Yeah, Matsuda Hazama, I think."

I froze, "Matsuda Hazama!?"

"...yuup."

"First name Matsuda... Last name Hazama?"

"Yeah..?"

"Matsuda... M a t s u d a H a z a m a?"

"Yes," Dabi rolled his eyes.

"Hazama, comma, Matsuda?" I asked again.

"Point, comma, get to the damn."

"Sorry, sorry- Thats..."

"Who is he? It seemed urgent. Hes lucky I didn't burn him to the ground, he was kind of an asshole." Dabi took a sip of a brown liquid in a glass.

"Ughhhh..." I groaned and rubbed my head, "That would be my ex boyfriend. Christ... hes literally insane. How did he even find this place??"

"Hopefully he won't try to start something with Shigaraki." Kurogiri said.

"He's not fuckin' Scott Pilgrim," Dabi rolled his eyes and looked back at me. "Scale of 1-10, how crazy?"

"Uhhh, eleven?"

"Quirk?"

"He releases an odor from his skin that makes everyone around him crazy. Like, rip your own heart out crazy. If he uses it too much though, he'll go insane himself."

"Why would you date someone like that?" Kurogiri asked from behind the bar.

"Freshman year was hard, okay..." I said, defending myself.

Dabi rolled his eyes yet again, "Well, we're all pretty much fucked up. But this is something you're gonna deal with. Peace," He got up and left the room.

I went and sat in his seat. "Do you have any maraschino cherries?" I asked.

"Yes." Kuro pulled a jar of cherries out. "What would you like?"

"Uh, a spoon." I snatched the jar and popped it open.

Kurogiri paused and looked at me with pure terror in his eyes as I devoured the red cherries.

"Ahem... are you... done?"

"Yup," I burped loudly.

"O-okay..." Kurogiri slowly grabbed the jar out of my hands and threw it away, horrified at the traumatizing experience he just went witnessed. "Uh, are you... um, alright?"

"I'm fiiiiiiiine," I lied, "Got any more cherries?"

"No. No I do not. Please do not look. Um... so.... this Matsuda guy doesn't bring up good memories, huh?"

"Ugh, yeah. Whenever I even hear about him I start stress eating. At least thats not happening yet! Got any donuts or somethin' back there?" I poked my head up.

Kurogiri chuckled, "No... Are you okay? If you're in danger I can warp him above a volcano or something."

"No, no," I smiled, "Thanks though! I think I'm just distracted by... uh, something else."

"Oh?"

"Shigaraki doesn't seem to want to go all the way," I pouted.

"Uh..." Kurogiri took a step back, "Yeah, I'm not really a good person to talk to ab-"

"Is it me??" I asked quickly, "Is there just something wrong with me? Huh?? Nah, it's not me, I'm practically a goddess," I flipped my hair, "But what if it is me??? I look like a homeless person!!!"

"You do not look like a homeless person...?" Kurogiri tried comforting me.

"UGHHHHHH," I slammed my head on the counter, "Why then???"

"Well... you are his first romantic interest. For... everything. I wouldn't be surprised if you were his first kiss. Hell, his first hand hold."

"HES SHY??? OHHHHH!!!" I smiled, "Awwww, thats so sweet!! Why didn't you just say that, Kuro?"

"...Kuro?"

"Yeah, Kuro. Kurogiri. Like a nick name, ya' know?"

"Ah, okay. Then that makes you TN/N (terrible nick name)?"

"Uh... not exactly. Mine would be N/N."

"Ohhh... Interesting. Well, is there anything else you need?"

"Yes. Something important."

"Okay. What?" Kuro asked.

"This stays between us. Its very personal and VERY important..."

"Yes..?"

I looked around to make sure no one was watching, "Seriously, you can't tell anyone..."

"I will not."

"It's more of a question, really... It can mean the end of humanity..."

"What??"

"Are you sure there aren't any cherries back there?"

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