Sakusa's POV
Me and Y/N hop into my house and disinfects ourselves before entering my room. We talk about schoolworks which is pretty normal. I mean, we've only bumped into each other maybe once or twice this week. Maybe she's busy with tons of schoolwork. I'd help her with some. But i feel this isn't right, I feel this isn't what couples JUST do. I'd like to tell her what's going on my mind but i feel it's quite uncomfortable. Because.. I have the responsibility to make her feel comfortable whenever i'm with her. I'm her other half after all..
An hour later.
We've been watching (Favorite TV show) for 30 minutes or so now. Looking at her, her perfect h/c locks are definitely good with her e/c eyes. Right now, I'd usually take my routine; cleaning my room with disinfectant. But, since Y/N is here, I think i can manage a date for us. I ask her while scrunching my nose "Y/N, would you like to.. Err.. Go on a date?". The girl flushes a deep red then nods. You could hear her mumble a soft 'when?'.
"Right now." The black-haired male said straightforwardly causing his cheeks flush red. You two stand up to head out side.
Y/N's POV
We stand up to head toward the door, but then i feel something tugging my uniform. I look back to see it was a madly blushing Sakusa. Holding his hand, i kissed softly it as well like he did earlier. He blushes even more after the sudden movement, making me blush intensely as well. "Sh-shall we head o-out?", He said. You nod once again and make your way out of his hand while holding his right hand softly. "Where are we going?" You say, while smiling so brightly.
3rd person's POV
Sakusa, seeing your smile feels like he could do what he can never do before. The couple walks to their destination. Sakusa stops himself before you two could even reach your destination. Then he asks the h/c-female. "Y/N, do.. D-do you love me?" Sakusa could see the young teenager's eyes go wide open and afterwards clears her throat. "Precisely." The young maiden answered. "I love you, but." Hearing the one last verb made the boy anxious, his eyes squinting. "I love you, but I think I love someone else more." The girl added while her eyes are dripping with water. Sakusa's world stopped, as if he was frozen in time. His heart was aching from the pain. He loved her. She loves him back but then, why? How did that someone make her love them more. Jealousy was coming up his spine. They were dating for almost a year. Then everything breaks in pieces because of that someone. He wanted to marry her even. He wanted to make a family with her and live happily ever after. Thus, he bid her farewell while every step he made was made with anger, sadness and jealousy. Therefore, he made it back home, with hot tears coming from his eyes, he was a mess. His heart ached, he was breaking down with more tears, his heart longed for nobody but you.
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FanfictionY/N is just a regular high school girl that needs spice in her life, in which some would say love. But she doesn't believe and doesn't want to fall in love. Then here's this boy Sugawara Koshi, is a so called heartthrob but hasn't dated anyone yet i...
