WHY WHY WHY WHY?? GOD, WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU? WHAT DID HE DO TO DESERVE THIS? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO TAKE EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME?
Y/N'S POV
I rushed my way to the hospital wherever Suga-san was in, I arrived to see Kageyama, looking at me with wide eyes. I don't have time to ask him whatever the fuck he's doing here.
My heart was beating in an uncontrollable state, as I scanned the hospital throughout to find the reception desk. (Or whatever it's called in a hospital, i forgot.)
I quickly made my way to the lady, who's supposedly going to help me when i noticed her nametag. 'Lisa'? How familiar. I thought. After asking her about Suga's whereabouts, I quickly thank her and rush off.
Room 11037.
I knocked on the pale-white door and twist the knob open. Sugawara was in rough condition. There were machines all over him, just to make him survive. My heart wrenched at the sight. I sat beside him, in deep thought.
"What have you ever done wrong?" I cried, reaching out to his cold, yet gentle hands. I took a peek at the ventilator beside me. His heart rate going down quickly. I immediately called for help. And yet you still left me.
It's been years already. Ever since you died, Ko.
I'm married for over a year now. To a really fine man named Akaashi Keiji.
And yet, deep inside my heart there's still a place in there, longing for you. I can't deny the fact that i still feel guilt. I mean, we've never had a proper goodbye.
I at least wish i could've gave that to you. I'm thankful for every kind act you've given to me. If it weren't for you, i wouldn't have known what love feels like.
Don't get me wrong, I love Akaashi but it hurts. I still love you. And yet, you're not even here. How silly of me. Maybe in another life, there'll be space for our love. Until then, goodbye, Sugawara Kōshi.
How sophisticated can I be?
Fin.
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Sugawara X Reader || Sophisticated
FanfictionY/N is just a regular high school girl that needs spice in her life, in which some would say love. But she doesn't believe and doesn't want to fall in love. Then here's this boy Sugawara Koshi, is a so called heartthrob but hasn't dated anyone yet i...
