Im sorry

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⚠️trigger warning ⚠️
Crying
Self harm

Dream woke up it was 1 in the afternoon they slept in he had had to wake up George

Georgie wake up, dream whispered in George's ear

Mmh good morning clay, groaned George while stretching

Are you okay Georgie, asked dream

Yea I'm fine but ima take a shower can I have a hoodie different please, begged George

Your gonna take a shower without me yea you can have a hoodie, replied dream

Ugh shut up and thank you, joked george

Aye we kissed me last night why can't we shower together, spoke dream

Ugh fine but remember we're doing it just to save water and it was just a kiss, george said as he rolled his eyes

WAIT REALLY ! Yelled dream as he thought ye just a kiss just a kiss that kinda hurt just a kiss

George was really nervous to shower with his best friend sense they where just friends after all right? He was nervous dream was gonna judge him cause dream dream is this perfect guy and George didn't find himself very perfect in anyway but we all know cocky dream knows he's hot but they are just doing it to save water that's it

George got in the shower and dream knocked on the door

May I come in now and shower with you, asked dream

I'm kinda nervous though, said George

About what, asked dream

I'm nervous your gonna judge me because your mr perfect, spoke George

Why would I judge you for your body who cares if I'm " mr perfect" because mr perfect thinks your perfect, dream says

Dream you have green eyes dirty blonde hair with freckles that is 6'4 and a muscular body smart and handsome as hell why else would I be nervous and insecure about my body right now I'm not any of that, said George

George Henry Davidson I think your perfect talk bad about your self again and see what happens now may I ask this again can I come in now and shower with you, asked dream

Yes you can, said George nervously

Dream walked in the bathroom and was about to get in the shower as George said something

WAIT! STOP, demanded George

okay what's wrong? Dream asked

We don't have to do this if your uncomfortable with it, says dream

No I'm just scared that your gonna judge me still, said George poking his head out from the shower curtain

Dream grabbed George's face and looked at him and said

GEORGE I TOLD YOU I WOULD NEVER JUDGE YOU YOUR PERFECT IN EVERY WAY IN MY EYES YOUR LITERALLY ONE OF THE MOST PERFECT MEN I HAVE MET IN MY LIFE I WOULD NEVER JUDGE YOU ESPECIALLY YOUR BODY, shouted dream

George stood there silent while dream asked once again if he could come in just to make sure George was okay with it dream got in and said

See George I'm not perfect, dream says

George looks at the scars all over dream thighs & hips and his eyes widened at the thought of what the scars could be from

What happened, George asked

When I was younger I had depression I used to self harm I did it in the most unseen places, said dream

I'm sorry you had to go through that, said George

No it's totally fine I've been clean for several years, stayed dream as he finished washing his hair

I find you perfect George why would I judge my best friend, asked dream

I don't know I was scared, he says after getting out and rapping a towel around his waist

Can you hand me a towel, asked dream

Yea here ima go get dressed, said George

Okay be right there, says dream

George takes one of dreams hoodies and puts it on dream wakes in the room and speaks

Did you steal my hoodie again, questioned dream

Maybe, said George

Whatever, joked dream


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Tommy just texted me to get online do you wanna play, asks dream

No not really, says George

Okay ima go and play then, stated dream

🧍‍♀️ do do do do do do do do do do do

George went in the room while he was playing with Tommy and Tubbo and set on dreams lap facing him kinda like the heading of this chapter dream smiled and continued to play while George feel asleep in his arms

Tommy I'm done giving you views ima get off and go to bed it's late here, said dream

Whatever tell George I said hi, asked Tommy

Okay bye tubbo, said dream

Bye dream!!!! Said tubbo

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Dream stood up putting his hands under George's legs and he wouldn't drop him as he walked over to the bed to sat him down then he gots text from sapnap

Sapnap's Text: hey I'm gonna stay I little longer how are y'all doing
Dreams text: okay and we're doing fine George is asleep
Sapnap's text: okay goodnight
Dreams text: goodnight

🧍‍♀️ do do do do do do do do do do do

George wakes up but he remembered a what happened the past few days the way cried so much and put so much on dream he started crying cause he didn't want to make people feel bad

Dream came back in the room

Why are you crying Georgie, asked dream


I'm sorry I'm so sorry I am really sorry , cried George

Woah woah why are you apologizing?, asked clay

Clay I'm sorry for putting so much on you i didn't mean to cry and put my problems on so much on you I don't want to put my depression on you I have random break downs and start crying for no reason but there is a reason I's hard to explain I'm sorry I'm so very sor-
George gets cut of by dream kissing him

Don't apologize I'm here for you when you need me trust me I will always be here for you I care so much about you and your mental health you don't have to apologize for something you can't control Georgie, dream says while holding George's chin

Dream started kissing George's jaw laying down with him

Cuddles?, asks dream

George nods and scoots closer to him cuddling tell they fall to sleep as dream lightly kisses his forehead and smiles

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On the next chapter you have to listen to a song 😏 and I think the next chapter is pretty cute I have it planned out

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