You're Not Alone (Andy Biersack)

We were so close!

Monica was sitting in the passenger seat stalking Black Veil Brides on Twitter. "Okay so Andy is the lead man. Jake is lead guitar.  Jinxx plays rhythm guitar and a shit ton of other things. Ashley... oh damn... he's hot." "CONTINUE!" I shouted trying to get her back on track. "Oh uhhh Ashley plays bass. Last but not least CC, who's name is Christian Coma, plays drums." "Wonderful now how about some helpful information such as directions." I looked over at her before looking back at the road. "Okay. Fine. Don't get sarcastic with me damn. Just trying to inform you about your future husband." I rolled my eyes at her and focused on the road. All of a sudden rock music blared through the speakers. I jumped and jerked the wheel. Causing the car to swerve.

I swerved right to put the car in the right lane. "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT! ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL US!" Monica screamed. I looked at her in disbelief,  "DONT SCREAM AT ME FOR ALMOST DYING IF YOU WOULD HAVE WARNED ME BEFORE PLAYING THE LOUD ASS MUSIC I WOULDN'T OF SWERVED!" I screamed back at her. "DONT YELL AT ME!" she screamed at me. "DONT YELL AT ME! I'M YELLING BECAUSE YOU'RE YELLING. SO STOP YELLING AT ME BEFORE I CRY AND CRASH. I'M TOO YOUNG TO DIE I HAVEN'T EVEN GONE TO DISNEYLAND!" "Are you serious? You are 22 and still have yet to go to Disneyland!" "Yes." I simply stated.

Monica looked at her phone typing away on it. "TURN HERE! TURN NOW! GO GO GO GO GO!" I slammed on the breaks and whipped the car to the right. "Oh shit! Oh shit! Oh shit! Dear God if you're up there help me! I know I don't talk to you often and I'm not sure if I believe in you but I'm too young to die. I know if I die I'll go to hell and I really really don't want to take the throne at the moment. So please can we please get to our destination safely." I rambled as I felt the car lurch to the right seeing cars swerve to try and not get hit. We made it to the turn off still alive and breathing. The car was also okay. Just saying. "C-Can we please s-stop somewhere." Monica stuttered. Her eyes were wide with fear. "Yeah." I spoke barely above a whisper not even sure if she could hear me. "You're going to drive. I'll look up the directions." I said. My voice still quite. Monica just nods and turns off the stereo.

I pulled into a gas station and got out to stand on shakey legs. "I think I'm going to throw up." I stated and ran to the bathroom. I didn't even care at this moment if I was in this disgusting gas station bathroom. I bent over the toilet and began to hurl the contents of my stomach out. I soon finished and stood up going to the sink to rinse out my mouth. I turned away walking to the door. I grabbed the handle and pulled it open going back to the car. I sat in the passenger seat waiting for Monica who was inside buying snacks and drinks. It was about a five minute wait before she came back, got to the car, and sat in the drivers seat. "This is the reason why I don't let you drive." She said as she passed me a Gatorade. "What! Are you serious? Don't try and blame me for almost dying when you're the one who told me to turn because you can't read off directions!" I yelled. "Just drive." I grumble and dig through the bag looking at what she bought. I settled on a pack of glazed doughnuts.

Monica put the vehicle in drive and resumed our adventure. I pulled out my phone and got the directions. "You need to get in the right most lane. It'll be the next exit." I informed her. "Oh so that's how you're supposed to do it." I laughed at her. "No shit Sherlock!" "Hey don't judge me." She held her hand up. "Trust me I'm judging you. I'm judging you hard." I smirked and turned in my seat to look out the window. "Put some music on." Monica demanded. "Yes your royal divaness." I said sarcastically and did a mock bow. Monica rolled her eyes at me. I grabbed the AUX cord and plugged it into my phone. I went to my music and played Sugar,  We're Going Down by Fall Out Boy. 

Am I more then you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week.
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bed post
But you're just a line in a song
Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and we're sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it. I sang just looking out the window. "You have a really pretty voice Des." Monica informed me. I shurg "Yeah but oh well."

Time skip***

We were finally here. After that horrid car ride we finally got here! Monica pulled into the arena. She found a place to park and quickly took it. Before she even shut the engine down my seat belt was off and I was out the door. I heard Monica behind me as I ran to the back hoping I could see Andy.  I really needed to tell him. 'You just want him to stay with you' the voice in my head spoke. I shake my head and see the door. A man with a security shirt was standing there with his arms crossed and an angry expression on his face. I walk up to him shyly. "Um... hello there. I really need to get in there. I'm friends with Andy and I have something I really need to tell him. Could you please let me in?" He gave me a disapproving look, "Sorry sweet heart. No ticket no entry. I would say buy a ticket but it's a sold out show. Since you're Andy's friend I'm sure you can tell him when the shows over." I tried to speak again but he glared at me. I turned around around and walked back towards the car. 

Monica was sitting on the hood of the car "No luck?" She asked me. I just shake my head and sigh, "Yeah no luck." "Want to go to the next show and wait?" I nod and go and sit in the car. Moni looked at the security guard one last time then flipped him off before getting in the vehicle and started it up. "TO! um... where exactly am I driving to?" she asked as she looked over at me. I had a blank face for a moment. "That is a very wonderful question. One that I will look up the answer to right away," I replied and quickly whipped my phone out to search our newest destination. She looked at me with a look at would make anyone feel stupid, "You don't know?" I looked around then stopped at her. "Am I supposed to know?" I chuckled nervously. "Yeah you are miss pregnant! How the hell am I supposed to get your knocked up ass there if you don't even know where we're going!"

I looked at her with a raised eyebrow, "Oh I'm terribly sorry your royal pain in my ass! I thought you knew since you found your new husband. Ashley whatever! You're the one who looked them up REMEMBER! So don't go blame your mistake on me." I crossed my arms after I finished and just glared at her. She held my glare with one of her own. I opened my mouth to say something but was cut off by my stomach growling. Monica sighed, "Come on lets go to McDonald's so we can eat." I grinned and quickly put my seatbelt on. "I guess you agree with me." "Shut up and drive." I retorted. Monica smiled, "Yes ma'am."

"Okay so I looked up where there next show is and it said Tallahassee. Are you cool with going there?" I asked her. "Florida.. I'm in. You know when you go and talk to Andy I'm gonna go in with you so I can-" I cut her off before she could finish speaking, "No. You aren't going to go and meet Ashley. We only need one pregnant woman in this friendship. I fill that spot." "Ashley isn't like Andy. I'm sure he's sweet," "Doubt it," I mumble so she can't hear me. "And kind," "He's a rockstar," I picked up my drink. "And he probably is very very nice to women," "So thats why he's a player?" I chuckle lowly.  "Whats so funny?" she asked me as she dunked a nugget into some sweet n sour sauce. Oh... she heard me... oh damn.  "Well I was just laughing at my thoughts. Ashley may be a nice guy... but who knows... he could be a total douche dick," I grabbed my burger and took a huge bite looking straight at her. "Why would he be a "total douche dick" in the first place?" "Oh you know. Just me and my thoughts. Can't trust a woman who is preggers now can we," I gave her as smile and bit into a fry. "Are you done yet?" she asked me with a weird look. "Um... yeah lets go."