A couple of months later I got some bad news.
The worst news in my entire life.
It hit me hard.
And all my happiness was washed away.
I cried for days on end.
For what seemed like eternities.
I wished I really had died in the bathroom.
On the floor.
Blood running down my arms.
Pills scattered everywhere.
If I died right then and there ...
I wouldn't have to feel this pain right now.
My Loving Sister ...
My Other Half ...
My First Best Friend ...
Raina ...
My poor, poor, Raina ...
Was gone.
