And so after my very long nap,
I was taken to a room
Where the walls were a very pale blue
And children ran around
Laughing and giggling
Playing with toys
Why were they so happy?
Do they know where they were?
I wanted to yell at them ...
Yet hold them tight at the same time
I stared for a while
As my curiousity peaked
Then something cool and metallic slipped around my wrists
They were handcuffs
They dragged me down the hall as I screamed and cried
What were they going to do
I didn't even want to know anymore
I wanted to now if this was finally the end
Of my life
Of everything
Of my suffering
All my hopes
Dreams
Wishes
That would have never come true anyways
So why hope wish and dream for them anyways
Yet I still waned to hang in and stay strong
But I wanted to be with Nico
That was where I would find true happiness
Then they un-cuffed me
Threw me onto a bed
Shackled me down
And set out to work
...
...
...
It seemed to take forever
...
...
...
Finally I felt the pain as they dug the drill into my head
Then I could feel nothing at all
Just blackness
