They now have my complete brain scan
I feel empty
Like I have just lost everything
I could hear his screams throughtout the night
I couldn't sleep
I couldn't eat
All I could do was cry
Nico ...
What were they doing to him
I wondered
Until I realized
He was filling in Raina spot
No
Please
Were my exact thoughts
Then he was silent
I panicked
They had taken off the straps but I was too weak to move
The thought of him in pain was enough to get me up
I tried to be silent
But when I looked through the curtain
I was lost
