The Untouched Beauty

Chapter 13

!! Sexual Abuse Warning !!

Chae PoV.

Jenlisa had calmed down a little bit, finally after month and Jisoo and I, well, nothing really changed.

She always stopped before something more happened. I was thankful, but also I was feeling like I will lose her if we will not do it soon.

We had fight because of that not long ago, she said that I think that she doesn't love me, thats not true.

I know that she loves me as much as love her, wow that sounds egoistic, but you know what I mean. I'm bad with expressing my feelings.

I sighed, I'm so glad that the fight is over and we are okay again.

"Chae, I made us breakfast"

The door opened and Jisoo came in my room.

She looks so beautiful when she is smiling and in my shirt. I smiled on her back, and petted the place next to me on bed.

She sat down and I wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her, so she was sitting on my lap.

"Good morning"

I kissed her on lips.

I could feel her hands tangeled in my hair and got she knows that I love it.

The kiss was getting rough, so I pulled away to breath. I could see in her eyes lust and I wish that my brain was silence do once.

"Jisoo I..I have to tell you something" I was gonna do it this time.

She nodded, but keep sitting on my lap, I honestly didn't mind that.

"A year before I went, as treinee, to korea, I Was hanging out with my friends out. It was getting dark so they left, but I lived far from them, no bus was going to take me home in this kind of hour. My dad and mom were in work and my sister was on sleepover at her friends. So I walked home..."

I take a deep breath as I could feel the tears in my eyes. Jisoo was looking with worried look, I couldn't stop the tears from rolling down. She wipped them away, trying to comfort me, before I continue.

"...and I had to go down the street, that wasn't that light. Then someone stepped right behind me, a tall man."

Flash back

"Need help? Are you lost?" He smiled on me with kind smile.

"No thank you, I'm on my way home"

"I could give you ride if you want to"

I shook my head, as much as kind he looked I couldn't accept.

"Thank you, but I will just walk."

I said goodbye to him and turned to leave. His hand gripped my arm suddenly, I looked back at him, a fear was going through my body.

"Are you sure? It could be fun"

He grinned on me.

"Yeah I'm sure, please let go of me, you are hurting me sir"

he pulled me closer, so there was almost no space between us.

I tried to fight him, but he was too strong. He pushed me to wall and pasted my mouth with tape. I was getting week from trying to break free.

He brough out from his pocket handcuffs and handcuffed me with them. I was crying, knowing that I will not get out from this situation anymore.

He ripped apart my shirt, causing some of the buttoms flay away.

Even though I was fourteen I was ready grown good in some parts. He licked his lips and started to grope my chest.

"You are so pretty" he whispered in my ear, I tried to push him away.

He grabbed me by weist and started to drag me somewhere. He pushed me and I hit with my back something hard. I realized that it was his car, van I should say.

He opened the storage space and throw me in. I could hear that he locked the door get in the car and started to drive. I looked around me. There were chains and some sex toys, but also boxes and rope. I was getting scared. Will he kill me after he will rape me?

I was crying hard, so my vision get blurry. We suddenly stoped. He opened the door of storage space, where I was and turned on the small light. He slowly walked to me. I was laying on ground.

He took his shirt off and unbuttomed his pants, so they were almost falling down.

"So what will I do to you, you know, I would normaly ask you, what you like, but you would only scream and that would be no fun."

He kneeled down sitting on my legs so I couldn't kick him. After few minutes of him gropping, undressing me and licking my skin, he grabbed the rope and tied my hands to something behind me.

"You are virgin?"

He asked amused. I just let out small whimper. He laughed on that and I could feel something pressing to me down on my entrace. He bend to my face.

"Than that means, that you and I will have lot's of fun"

a pain shooted through my while body. I screamed even through the tape. He took my virginity roughly and so the night beggined.

Time skip

"Recently a fourteen girl was found without clothes on side of xx road. The police informed us media that she was sexualy abused, by older man. She luckyly remembered how he look, so police is about to arrest him, ease if you would see someone like him, call the police, now-"

my dad turned the TV off and looked at me. I was dead inside, I felt like a bullet could go through me and I wouldn't care.

My mom have broken mentaly and is in hospital now, sister came home and started to be extra kind to me and dad was looking like he would cry everytime he sees me.

All I wanted was just lay in my bed and sleep.

After few days, they captured him, I wasn't his only victim, but the other ones are not alive anymore or are in psychiatry . They commited suicide or he killed them.

Flash back ends

Jisoo was crying hard, cupping my face.

"I'm so sorry Chae, I shouldn't push you to do anything"

I shook my head and whipped my tears.

"I was glad that I'm able  to do these things with you, I always though, that I will never get over it"

She pressed her forhead on mine and whispered.

"I love you so much Chae, thank you for telling me."

"I love you too" I was holding her hands on my cheeks and kissed her passionetly.