kakashi: please, kill me!

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Content: Angst and possibly spoilers about Kakashi's past.
Italics means a flashback

Setting: A little after Rin and Obito's deaths. You're Y/N Hyuuga, a branch member but strong nonetheless.

You've always admired Kakashi ever since you were in the academy. You loved his smile through his mask and how strong he was without possessing any Kekkei Genkai. All the girls at the academy fawned over him, even your best friend, Rin. You never told anyone your crush because it was all a big love triangle.

Flashback...

"O-Obito!!" you gasp.

In order to save Kakashi from being crushed by a boulder, Obito pushed Kakashi out of the way and got half of his body crushed.

"Obito!!" Rin screams and runs to him.

You and Kakashi follow after her.

"Kakashi... sorry about not having a gift for you. I have one now," Obito murmurs. He points at his eye.

"Sharingan..." you mumble.

"Rin... take my eye out and give it to him..." he says groggily.

Kakashi is hesitant, but if its what Obito really wants... so be it.

Rin performs the surgery and you're forced to leave Obito. You feel a weight on your heart. He had a dream to become hokage. A single tear falls down your cheek as you leave the scene.

Time heals wounded hearts, right?

Sometimes the time resets and returns to zero.

"Chidori!" Kakashi summons.

As he was about to attack an enemy ninja, Rin ran in front of him.

"Rin, stop!!" you try to grab her wrist but she slips out of your reach.

Kakashi gasps as he sees his hand through her heart, and a single tear falls from his Sharingan eye.

"No... NOT AGAIN!!" you scream. She asked you and Kakashi to kill her earlier because she was simply a tool in destroying Konoha.

Back in the village...

You walk through the empty streets as the full moon shines upon the village. You're totally vulnerable, but you can't help it. 2 of your closest friends are gone, just like that. You wonder how Kakashi feels. He's probably doing worse than you. Silent tears stream down your face, but temporarily stop as you feel a chakra presence near.

"Byakugan!" you summon, and you look around. You spot a person, but as you were about to open your mouth, they revealed themselves.

"Okay, okay. You caught me," the voice says and steps out in front of you.

"Kakashi? What are you doing so late at night?" you ask, a bit flustered.

"Can't sleep, and I know you can't either." he says.

"Yeah..." you mutter. Your pale, wide eyes reflect the shining moon.

Kakashi has always been jealous of the Byakugan. In the academy, you'd shut chakra points off and win battles with barely any effort. He wasn't even sure if he's be able to beat you, but he did. It was because of your soft spot for him.

"I know you're sad, and I am too, but this is the shinobi life. The most we can do is honour them." he replies.

"You like Rin, don't you? You visit her grave almost every day," you spit out in jealousy.

There will never be a guaranteed tomorrow. Especially in the society and job you're in. The faster you reset the timer, the less you'll have to wait to heal. If you're going to lose Kakashi, you might as well do it now. As much as you love him and hate to do this, you feel that it is right.

"Huh? Who said I like Rin? She's..." his Sharingan activates, "She's dead."

You look down at the ground and fiddle with your ninja tool belt, "We need to talk."

He raises his eyebrows. You walk closer to him, "Listen, Kakashi. I... I like you. Ever since the academy. You may not like me back, but it's okay. Tomorrow is never guaranteed. So, I beg you, please kill me!" you plead as tears drop onto the ground gradually.

"Y/N... why do you want that?" he asks.

"Because... because I can't handle this wound in my heart! It hurts... it hurts so much!" you groan and clench your chest. You feel your knees buckle, and you fall to your knees.

You feel arms wrap around you, "I can't kill you, Y/N. Or else I won't have anything left."

You cry into his shoulder, and his eyes soften. He hates seeing his friends cry.

"Beautiful eyes like yours should not be covered with tears. It defeats the whole purpose," he says softly and smiles through his mask.

Your hiccups from crying calm down into sniffles, "Thank you, Kakashi."

"Let me take you home, okay?"

BONUS FIGHT SCENE:

He holds out his hand, and as you reach for it, a kunai is thrown between your hands. You both jump away, cautious of your surroundings.

"Byakugan!" you summon with hand signs.

You point in the direction where you see 2 sound ninja, itching for some eyes.

"Come out," you command.

"As expected of the Byakugan," one ninja says and comes out.

"You two are perfect prey. Young, too," another one says.

"Don't underestimate us," you mutter under your breath.

Kakashi wields his kunai and you prepare in your stance. They charge at you two. The one coming after you took a few swipes with their kunai.

"No special jutsu?" you ask and scoff, "Hand to hand combat is a sure victory for me! 8 Trigrams, 4 palms, 8 palms, 16 palms, 32 palms, 64 PALMS!" you shut off all their chakra points and use a gentle fist to their heart.

You check on Kakashi, and he's sitting on his opponents's body, waiting for you to finish. You sigh, and finish off your enemy with a chop to the stomach.

You roll your eyes at Kakashi, "Always one step ahead, huh?"

He scratches the back of his head, "It's always fun to watch your 8 trigrams."

Feb. 4, 2021

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