It's funny since I dreamed of having this happy ending, but it turned out to be nothing. I was just simply lifeless on the ground.
Death. I never feared it nor did I ever worry about it. Being a part of the life I was in, I expected it to happen, but now I never thought of how much I might fear it. I would have to leave Zach. A couple days ago I would've never been upset to never see him again, but that's the last thing I want now. I would have to leave all the friends I have that always have my back and have been through thick and thin with me. Lastly, I would have to leave my family. My twin sister, who is still growing in mafia life, but who has saved my life and has had a change of heart. My mother, who has cheered me on throughout everything.
A year ago, if you asked me about anyone I was afraid of losing I would have laughed in your face and told you they're all shitty people who do shitty things. That just because im alive, doesn't mean im actually living. The sad truth is, we're not truly living, we're all just surviving. But now, I would tell you that they do the unthinkable for love, they care for you when you need it, they pick you up off the floor, and they sure as hell make life worth living.
What changed my outlook you may ask? They did. My friends made me grateful for everything I have, they showed me what love truly is, and they sure as hell made life worth living.
Now back to death, I thought it was peaceful, but now all I want is to be alive. It is far from peaceful, it is something you long to control but can't.
So here am I for once, letting something control me.
Everyone sat on the floor of the waiting room in my hospital. No one said a word, we all sat there in thought, assuming the worst.
How can I live without her? How can I live without the woman I think I love.
It's over. That feeling, love, has broken me and saved me, but the only thing that brought me love is gone. She's gone, and i never got to tell her.
"Is Daeva dead?" Corbyn asks Daniel.
"No. She escaped after shooting Shay." I mumble not even bothering to look over at them.
Silence took over the room again and we all just sit there, waiting.
The doctor walked into the room with a solemn look on his face. I walk up to him and grab his shoulders looking into his eyes. A tear drops and I push him back.
"Fuck." I growl and fall to the floor.
"S-she didn't make it. We lost her in the middle of surgery." He stutters before walking away.
I hit and punch the wall multiple times. Throwing glass everywhere, and tearing magazines. I flip chairs and tables yet nothing helps the pain I'm in.
"She's fucking gone." I scream. I feel a pair of arms wrap around me and I see Ella hugging me teary eyed. I hug her back and cry in her arms as everyone around us cries silently.
"No. Daeva doesn't get to get away with this." Ella says. I look at her and nod.
"We will fucking find Daeva and we'll make sure she gets what she deserves for this." I shout.
I will get revenge for you Shay.
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Revenge of the Mafias |Z.D.H.|
ActionSequel to Mr and Mrs Mafia |Z.D.H.| After Shay is said to be dead, Zach and the whole crew find ways to deal with the death. But with Daeva still out there, Zach feels the only way to get closure is to get revenge for Shay. A lot of secrets are unc...