☾︎𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑈𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑀𝑜𝑜𝑛☽︎[Iwaoi Story] 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱✔︎

~16~

Oikawa's Pov:

"That movie was awesome!" I said, skipping happily beside Suga. 

"Yeah, it was. Do you guys want to go to eat something? I know a cafe nearby." Suga said, looking behind at Kageyama and Iwaizumi. 

"Sounds good." Iwaizumi said. 

Kageyama nodded in agreement and we got into the car. Suga told me where I needed to go as I drove. After around 10 minutes, we got to this small, cozy cafe. We got out of the car and made our way in. We found a table at the back and waited for one of the workers to come to our table. 

"Wait, since when has this cafe been here? Wasn't this a flower shop?" I asked. 

"Yeah. It opened 1 week after you left." Kageyama explained. 

I nodded and then a worker came to take our orders. We all ordered some donuts, and milkshakes. I couldn't help but notice as the young worker blushed as she listened to Iwaizumis order. I rolled my eyes and huffed as she walked away. 

"Jealous Oikawa?" Suga asked, kicking me under the table. 

"Me? Noooo never." I said, narrowing my eyes at him. 

"You're an awful liar shittykawa." Iwaizumi said, putting is arm around my shoulder. 

I felt my cheeks glow red and Suga whistled quickly. 

"Shittykawa?" Kageyama questioned. 

"It's a horrible nickname Iwa-chan gave me." I said, crossing my arms. 

Just as I finished saying that, the worker came back with our order. She had noticed Iwaizumi's arm around me, and her smile faultered. I smiled to myself and thanked her as she set my order down. 

"This looks so good!" Iwaizumi said, grabbing his donut. 

"Yeah, It does!" Suga said, doing the same. 

Me and Kageyama also reached for ours and we started eating them. They where just as good as they looked. We where having a good time all together. We took a few pictures together and we caught up on things that had happened while I was gone. 

I was in the middle of annoying Iwaizumi with one of the pictures I took that I completely ignored how a new person had came inside the cafe. I didn't really care and notice it, but when I looked at Suga, I got confused. His eyes where widened, and his face was one of horror, as he looked behind me. I looked at Kageyama who was doing the same thing beside him. 

"What's behind me?" I asked. 

Their attention turned to me, and I started to turn to look behind me. 

"Oikawa don't!" Suga said, but it was to late. 

At the cafes counter, stood the person I least wanted to see. I felt my mouth go dry, my eyes were widened and I felt my smile slowly fade away. My heart started to beat horribly quick, and I felt a panic attack rising. That couldn't be him. I couldn't be standing a few feet from him. From the person who broke me. The person who made me feel like I wasn't enough. 

"Oikawa, are you ok?" Iwaizumi asked, touching my arm. 

"I need to get out of here." I whispered, my eyes tearing up. 

I looked at Iwaizumi, who looked confused, but he nodded. He helped me up from my seat and Suga grabbed my keys and phone. As Iwaizumi led me past that monster, I kept my gaze on the floor.

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Iwaizumi's Pov:

After we stepped outside, Oikawa broke down next to me. I quickly held onto him, bringing him into a hug.

"Oikawa, are you ok?!" I asked, massaging his back with my hand.

"N-no." He whispered, his voice cracking.

My heart broke at the sound of his voice. What the hell happened? Who the hell was that person?  I sighed and hugged him tighter.

"Lets go to my house. Oikawa can calm down there." Suga said.

"I'll drive the car." Kageyama added, taking Oikawa's car keys from Suga.

I nodded and lifted Oikawa up, his legs wrapping around me. I walked to the car, and Suga opened the door to the backseats.

"Thanks." I said, placing Oikawa in and then getting in next to him.

Suga closed the door, and then got into the passenger seat. Kageyama then started the car, and drove to Suga's story.

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As Kageyama parked the car in front of a cozy, looking house, we all got out. After I got out, I turned to Oikawa, who's crying had calmed down.

"Oikawa, you getting out?" I asked, looking worriedly at him.

He gave me a small nod, and got out. Kageyama then locked the car and we walked inside the house. We all ended up sitting in the living room, in complete silence.

"I don't mean to be nosy, but why did you break down after seeing that person Tooru?" I asked, looking at him.

He was sitting beside me, fiddling with his hands. His face was one of shock and pain. I've never seen him look so broken, and it broke me. It hurt me.

"Oikawa, I think the best thing you can do is tell him the truth." Suga said, standing up." Me and Kageyama will leave you guys alone."

Tooru nodded we watched as the two boys left the room. After they where gone, I turned my body to Tooru's on the sofa. He had also turned, but his gaze remained on his lap.

"I don't know whay you'll think of me after I tell you this. You deserve to know though, you deserve the truth. Besides, I can't hide the truth forever." He said.

"Tooru before you say anything, just know you will still be my precious star." I said, caressing his cheek with my hand.

He looked up at me, his eyes tearing up. He had a small smile on his face, and he nodded. I then took my hand away from his face, and held one of his hands. He sighed and our fingers entwined.

"That man we saw at the café, is the reason behind my anxiety, anorexia and depression. He is the reason behind why I moved. He is the reason behind my self hate and self doubt. He is the reason why I have self harmed. He is the reason behind me wanting to be perfect, because I was not enough. His name is Ushijima; but to me he is called 'monster'."