Reincarnated? "Please, I Just Wanna Rest"

Chapter 1: I'm reincarnated huh? [EDITED]

Warning: this chapter may involve self-abuse, read it at your own risk. nah just kidding, you won't know the story if you skip this chapter, and I'm just gonna say that just be careful reading this. enjoy!

"h-huh? Where am I?" The girl asked herself as she stutters, as she suddenly started to wonder why she even stuttered. She starts to think maybe it's because of the fall... A few seconds pasts as realization hits her as she remembers what just happened. She fell off a building.

Well more likely she jumped off the building.

'wait, why am I not dead? Aren't I supposed to be in heaven, or even hell?' the girl thought to herself. The girl slowly sits up hesitantly as she was having a hard time with her arms. She looks around and slowly takes in her surroundings.

There were tall trees surrounding her like some sort of wall, but makes a space around her within 4 meters or something close to that. The trees were quite tall that the ground beneath them seems to be dark as the trees were covering them from the sunlight. Except from the spot the girl is which makes her see it sort of heavenly...

After 5 seconds, the girl suddenly got weirded out by how she though it was heavenly and shakes her head to get rid of the thought. She looks around much more and sees that it looks like a forest. Or probably a rainforest. She started thinking that this might be heaven itself and that she is indeed already dead. But as she looks up she sees the same sky she would normally see, the blue colored sky, the white clouds, and the flying birds above. She still felt confused and thought that probably this is how heaven is like with a meh.

'But I hear birds above, which means I'm clearly not in heaven, I'm on ground, dirt, and earth' she thought, but still confusion is all in her head, she kept thinking why she's still alive. Especially the building she just jumped off was a 10 story building, no human could survive such fall and she should be dead right now. But the memories started coming back to her slowly as she remembers them one by one, as tears started forming in her eyes as she remembers them. Before the tears could even drop she shakes her head violently and urged herself to forget those things. She slowly lays down and looks at the sky again observing it and just convinced herself that she is indeed still alive. Until a thought came up to her that she might've been reborn. 'But that feels stupid to think about it, Let me just sleep, I don't care if there are wild and dangerous creatures or animals here. If they wanna eat me, then eat me, I don't care anymore, I just wanna rest... peacefully ' the girl thought to herself as she closes her eyelids and fells into deep sleep.

FLASHBACK:

'I'm in my mom's house now, I'm so excited to finally meet my half-siblings! If your wondering why half siblings, that's because my mom has a husband, and she has a boyfriend, and my dad, the boyfriend, didn't want me anymore that's why mom is taking care of me from now on! well at least that's how she explained it to me.

I walk in the door while mom is holding my hand, there I saw my new dad, mommy's husband, and my new 3 siblings! But why do they look angry? and because of that I hid behind mom's back. All of them were glaring at me, till I was at the verge of crying, mom saw it and immediately comforts me, and because of that, I didn't cry I was just having teary eyes now.

I'm only 3 years old, that's why mommy always pamper me, and take care of me, cause I was born fragile and always gets sick. I always love mom because she cares about me " Luke, this is Sarah... my daughter, I'm sorry I was only able to show her now" mommy said in a scared tone while looking away. Why? why is mom scared of new dad?

" It's fine, I forgive you, I won't be able to hate you, you did tell me the truth about you being pregnant by someone else 3 years ago, so I accept it" new dad said also looking away, until he looks at me, with pity, sadness, and anger. So I hid behind mommy's back again