A Ghost ( Time To Find Out Deadly Facts)

Awful Memories

The steady beep beep wakes me up. My eyes slam shut as soon as I open them. The bright light shoots pinpricks through my head and the slightest movement causes spirals of fresh pain to ripple through my skull. My stomach twisted from inside as I got a unbearable pain and bile rises up to my throat. I don't remember what actually happened with me. Holy crap. If this is what a hangover feels like.

I swear I will never strive either think of touching beer again. This stomach twist is very unbearable.

My brain took few minutes reminds me what actually happened with me. What actually that mirror boy did to me? Well, I am not sure whose soul is that female either male, but my mind considered him a male. Anyway, I didn't knew ghost actually can hurt alive people physically.

Getting more closer with them either scare them, surely that causes harm. I have never faced this before, whatever happened with me that was new to me. So right now my aim is to do fully research on ghost entirely. Even after this I don't want to face them but still I want to know what they can do and they can't do. My nostrils were filled by strong antiseptic smell.

And again that beep beep sound started breaking out. It's big indicator that I am in a hospital. Hospital's are haven for ghosts, like they can stay forever in here. That's why I don't prefer going to hospital in bad condition.

They badger me with bunch of questions and it's all I can do pretend I don't see the little buggers. Usually it doesn't bothers me. There is so much silence, they played T.V either a radio to kill the silence. Since I have encountered with a mirror boy due to that I am so much terrified.

Fear is not emotion. I am not used to feeling. I was feared when I had seen Ghost first time but after loads of practice of the year. I made myself fearless. But when ghost came on my face all the defense gone in vain. I am speechless, I have no words to say, either explain how much I am terrified.

I don't like ghost, I don't like this, what i am feeling right now. Now I am totally sure I don't want to experience this ever again. I always been so much confident in my own skin but after my mom incident made me so much weak and helpless. At the moment I am lying on the hospital bed, remembering all things whatever happened with me in the past. I knew I can not fix anything in my life rather than remembering my broken and scattered memories.

Flash back of my untold story.

We were in yet another run - down motel in Melbourne. I was just five years old. Walls where painted with an orange colour and stains in the carpet merely added stink in the room. Mom gave me sandwich and turn the motel T.V on for me, she on the cartoon channel. As a child I always love to watch cartoon merely. I still remember I was watching Tom and Jerry show. How they were playing tricks on each other take a revenge.

After few hours mom came and sat down next to me. She stroke my hair absently. That was odd for me cause my mom never stroked my hair like this. I didn't see the knife in her hand. My mother is a best singer. She sings song very well. Nobody like her. She started singing and humming next to me.

I was so busy in watching my best show. I didn't noticed anything. She leaned little more closer to me. Her mouth reached my ear, very softly she whispered in my ear. " My dear baby girl, don't worry everything will be fine now. She raised her hand that's when I did seen the knife in her hand. But it was too late, before I could get into action knife reached my stomach.

Pain lanced through my stomach and I screamed. She kept stabbing me, I don't remember how many rounds she took. Her face was to calm and peaceful. She didn't had any fear, nervousness in her eyes, nothing. Her face was totally flat like she is not in this world.

I was lying on the ground. My mom planted gentle kiss on my forehead and cheek. She asked me to sleep. She kept tapping my forehead gently until I fall asleep, dead sleep.....

This time she raised her hand with a force she stabbed in my neck, pushed knife into my throat deep inside. She gave me a wickedly smile before collapsing besides me. Her face was an inch away from mine face. I was too young to understand what is happening. I just had an option watching my mom die. Slowly my eyes closed. The last thing I remember when I woke up, I found myself on the hospital bed and my mom besides me. I saw my mom going into death mouth, I was unable to do anything rather than watching her helplessly.

Something snapped in me that day. I am so much broken from inside. Honestly I have no words to explain my feelings correctly. It's also when the Ghost started showing up. I always secretly wonder I am not little insane. People told me my mom was little crazy. She used to hear some kinda voice and sees some people around her. Paranoid, Maybe she sees ghosts? Did they drive her to do what she did? I wanted to go behind the scene to know the fact , why did she strived to kill her own blood? Maybe I am not able to find out the fact. I am not sure, either I have never run after it.

That was the day when I learnt how to come over my fear. Defense mechanism, that's what physiologists called it.