MANAN - High school love

Now its finally over

Nandini pov

Nandini what you did is completely right , manik deserve this... Yuvraj said

Shut the fuck up , Yuvraj Sareen
I shouted

Nandini why me? He asked

Because you had enough of your say, I thought you are my best friend but I was highly mistaken...i never thought you had such bad plans in your mind for me ...I shouted

Nandini what have I done ? Yuvraj asked

Really you are asking this ? Yuvraj I know manik from past 6 years and he always protected me and if he saying few things about you then I am sure there is definitely something wrong happening...Yuvraj you know how much I love manik and no one can ever take that place but you still thought you could be at his place ...I said

And I want to make one thing clear to you ,I am not breaking up with Manik because of you Yuvraj..... You can never be the reason of our separation .....and after all this I don't want to keep any friendship with you anymore Yuvraj from now you are just a stranger to me ....I said with tears flowing from my eyes
Both of them were standing there quietly

Okay , I am also done ......no more friendship If that's what you want Nandini Rajput but I assure it's gonna be your biggest mistake , Yuvraj exclaimed

I don't think ! I replied

And since things are completely out so yes I want to say that I have feelings for you Nandini , and there isn't anything  wrong with it ! He shouted

I was shocked listening to him

You know I love manik , I replied

So what ! He doesn't even deserve a girl like you , just good looks and money doesn't make you a good person, Yuvraj said

Yuvraj mind yours words ! I replied
While Manik was standing silently

Abhi tak mind he kar rakha hai , Nandini I don't know what magic  this boy has done to you that you doesn't even see the truth , Nandini wake up manik just has always used you for his own means ! He is never concerned about you , Yuvraj spoke

Shut up Yuvraj! I shouted loudly

Let him speak ! Manik spoke

I will manik Malhotra, he said giving angry glare to Manik

Nandini you are Ina. Toxic relationships and One day you'll reliase it well ! Yuvraj said

I couldn't believe what was going on

But I guess it's your life Nandini so please ruin it with this guy , Yuvraj said and left from there .....

Tears were flowing from my eyes

And I start to leave from there but Manik hold my hand

Nandini , he said and I looked into his eyes ...it was all red

It's too late manik , and since you have already broke up with me in the morning so there isn't anything left , I said and removed his hand

Nandini , I was angry at that time , and you know it was because of Yuvraj...he said

Manik my problem wasn't Yuvraj or his fellings it was you ! You didn't trusted me but I trusted you every fucking time .... I never questioned you or questioned our relationship, I never broke up with you when I was angry infact I never got angry on you ...... Manik I was always there in this relationship but I guess you wasn't .... I have always put you above me in everything wether it's goals dream or anything.... I said

Nandini say things Clear ,are you trying to say I have stopped you achieving you goals , he said

I am not saying that , all I am saying is I have always made you my priority always sacrificed things for you , tumhe pata nhi nhi hoga what I have done for you and I don't want to make things count because I have done those things because I love you but manik Tum toh mujhe trust he nhi karte Aur tumhe he kha tha jaha trust nhi waha relationship is not possible.... I said

Nandini even I love you , and that how I show my love ....and I sorry I have always thought about your good ..he said

But uss pyar ka kya matlab jaha trust he na ho , I said

Manik Aaj subhah ko tumhe mujhe kha na uske baad you know what I felt like a used toy jiss maan kiya toh rakh liya fur jab gussa aya tab fak diya .....I said

Really, that what you think of me ? Oh now I Understand Yuvraj be ko kha woah he toh Tum repeat kar rahi ho !He said

Really manik ? I said

Lag toh yeh he raha hai ! Manik replied

Fine then ! I said

You are ruining everything Nandini , manik said

You have already ruined everything,

Yes it's me who has done everything wrong yes it's me who used you , it's me who is fucking selfish ! I am a bad Human right ! manik shouted

I was quiet all this while

Miss Nandini Rajput i proposed you on this same ground and I am calling  It finally over between us on the same place ! manik said

His words broken my heart into thousand pieces,

And I left from there

I was crying while I reached my room I crashed on my bed

Nandini ! I heard Mukti's voice

Please leave me alone please Mukti , I shouted

And Mukti left the room

I was feeling a deep pain inside my heart ! Finally my biggest fear has happened ! I don't know what to do next but I guess this is life
I was lying on the bed lifeless just looking at the moon from the window

Now I know what I have to do next ! I said sitting on the bed while wiping off my tears