Loads of Love, Lou |L.S|

28 september 2041

"Time to go," Harry said, he was wearing a black suit with black shoes and a black tie.

"Bear and I are coming later pappa we slept through our alarm" rose said from her room

"Okay but don't take too long the others are already there"

"okay see you soon pappa"

Harry grabbed his keys and put on his black coat

"pappa" rose said as she put her head out of her door opening, she could look straight into the living room, and she took a glimpse of harry

"Yeah," Harry said while he turned around

"I love you"

"I love you too Rosie," Harry said as a tear rolled over his cheek

It had been 5 years since had Louis came back home, Everything was going great Harry who was now 47 had just released his last album and was going on his last tour next year, Rose and Bear were still dating and were happy together. Noah and Mei had been having an on-off relationship for the past 2 years. Noah, Rose, and bear had all graduated and were now in college. Rose's major was History, Noah was trying to get into law school, and Bear was making it an actor. Freddie was one of the best surgeons in the whole world and about to be a dad.

"I'm going to take a shower before we leave," Rose said to Bear who was getting changed.

ROSE POV

I went into the bathroom and had put my clothes on the toilet that was closed. As I slipped out of my pajamas, I turned on the shower. I turned the water as hot as it could and went to stand under the running water. After a minute or two the water was boiling and burning my skin I closed my eyes as the water kept running over my skin, steam was coming from the water and my body.

I felt my eyes tear up even though they were closed, a tear rolled over my cheek as I took a deep breath in. I felt hot air filling my lungs and my skin was suffering from the water. A million thoughts went through my head and one kept popping up; why? I opened my eyes for a second and saw that my skin was turning red. I looked down at the floor and saw how some soap was getting carried away with the water. I noticed that the water cleared and the floor wasn't too dirty, so I went to sit on the floor. The water was only getting warmer and warmer and part of my skin had almost gone numb from the pain. I noticed how tears kept rolling over my eyes. I kept gasping for air in between minutes almost like I was trying to stop breathing. The moments between the gasps got longer and longer to the point where I just kept it in until I couldn't anymore. My head got dizzy, and I felt my body touch the floor. I rolled myself in a ball, I kept laying like this for a few minutes. The water had gotten as hot as it could and my skin had gone numb. I was as red as I could be and everything hurt, but I didn't have any energy to get up and get out of the shower. My eyes were still closed the next thing I heard was a knock at the door.

"Rose?" bear said while he kept knocking at the door. I quickly got up and turned off the water. "Just a second" I got out of the shower and quickly put on the outfit that I had picked out. "ready to go," I said as I put on a fake smile and opened the door.

"You look beautiful," Bear says giving me a sympathy smile. He came closer and hugged me. I felt a tear rolling over my cheek as he kissed me on my forehead. I quickly wiped it away when he let go. "Rose-" Bear said. I quickly interrupted him "We need to go they are waiting," I said while I went to the hallway to put on my shoes. "rose it's okay" bear said while he came to me. "bear," I said while I looked up to him "can we not do this I'm fine, let's just go to the damn thing and then we can talk about it" I opened the door and as I wanted to walk to the car Bear grabbed my wrist. "Rose it's his funeral, don't act like you're okay when you clearly aren't" "Can we please not do this now" Bear let go of my wrist "Okay" he quietly said

About 20 minutes later we arrived at the funeral, it hadn't started yet, but many people had already arrived. We went to the front I went to sit on the first row next to Freddie and Noah, and Bear went to sit right behind me next to his dads. I had tried to keep her mind of the funeral the past few days, but it didn't work, I mean how could it In a minute I need to do a speech for everyone here. I took that on me cause I didn't want to bother anyone else with it.

The funeral had started my Pappa who was welcome everyone at the entrance came to sit next to me in the front. I looked at him and saw tears rolling over his cheeks, I had never seen him cry this hard before. the whole time zoned out thinking about memories until they called me for my little speech. I zoned back in and noticed tears were rolling over my eyes.

"You meant so much to all of us," I said while I took the little paper out of my pocket and folded it out on in front of me "you were the sun in all our lives and I'll never forget the days I spent with you, the Wednesdays were we would make apple pie. Well, I would and you would try and help but fail" I said while a little smile n my face while tears kept filling my eyes. A little chuckle left my family's mouths when I told it "or they Thursdays after school when you taught me how to swim even though you knew I hated swimming you made it fun. I'm standing here now with the task of telling everyone how important you were but if I needed to tell every reason we would be standing here for hours." A smile appeared on my Pappa's face. "I don't really know what I need to say anymore but I'm really sorry for the times we fought, for the times I didn't want to spend time with you, you were a role model for so many of us and we will always love you, I love you dad. The last month was hard for all of us but I'm glad you chose to spend it with us and not in the hospital. when we got the call you were sick again there was a big decision to make, going back and maybe live longer or stay home and spent your last day, weeks, or months with us. I love You dad" I said while I put the piece of paper back in my pocket, dried my tears went back to my seat.

After the funeral I went to Bear and gave him a hug. I didn't know what to say but bear just hugged me back and let me cry in his arms. After a few minutes His dad came up to us.

"Hey love," Liam said while I let go of Bear "how are you doing," Liam said "I'm fine" I answered "actually I have something for you two," I said as I grabbed the Nike shoebox out of my bag. "My dad left these for you," I said as I handed them over. "I need to find Niall" I said as I made my way to the crowd to Niall, Jamie, and Kate. "Niall," I said as I tapped him on his shoulder "I need to go but my dad left you this," I said as he hugged me. I handed over the envelope with 'Niall' on it and went back to bear.