ZAYN POV
Liam and I came home about an hour after the funeral. "What are you going to do with the letter," Liam asked me as he put his with a magnet on the fridge.
"I'm going to read it in a minute," I said as I opened the letter "You," I asked when I noticed an ashamed look on his face "I can't," he said with tears in his eyes "That's okay love, just read it when you're ready," I said as I walked to him and gave him a kiss.
I went to the couch and sat down to read my letter
Dear Zayn
Oi mate
I'm sorry we never had the chance to get back what we had. I was too stubborn, too much thinking about how you left. Not why.
I'm so sorry It takes me having cancer and dying to say this. Please understand that I lost my best friend. I thought we could make it up at the concert you promised to come to, but you didn't
I was so close to forgiving you, and I was hoping it would become better between us, but then you didn't show up which made me sad, and I outed it like always, in anger.
I should have understood why you left, and I do, I understand why you left the band I really do. But you apologized to everyone but me, you gave everyone a proper goodbye but me.
You were my best friend
You still are well I hope you still are
You'll always be I just hope I'm also yours "of course you still are," I said under my breath
Love you mate
Sorry we didn't get to spend the last years like that
Loads of love Lou
"What did he write" Liam asked
"It was a sorry," I said while tears filled my eyes "I miss him so much," I said while taking a deep breath trying to calm down and stop crying "I do to Hun," Liam said while he came to me and gave me a kiss
YOU ARE READING
Loads of Love, Lou |L.S|
FanfictionLouis isn't feeling so good lately. he gets his blood tested and after that his live is just hell. he is afraid to tell Harry. and what with their kids? Can he find it is his heart to forgive zayn after he found this out? Can he do this? does Harry...
