PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE READING
hii, so the next few chapters might be boring but i'm trying to make it to a certain date and it doesn't feel right or comfortable going from april 9 to just the straight up date which is like a whole month or more, but i'll take this oppurtiny to add jokes and one direction lines and random cute stuff so when the romantic sappy chapter comes it won't be so just, there, and not funny.
so basically these next few chapters are just fillers
try ur best to enjoy i guess, ill make it as enjoyable as i can :)
- patty
i couldn't want you anymore
kiss in the kitchen like its a dance floor
-sunflower vol. 6/h.s
april 10 2022
i woke up
yuh i woke up thats what people do in the morning
yesterday was a horribly long day, like it was a good day, an absolutely amazing day with the whole picnic at the park and reuniting with jason thing. by the way, he still never told me where he disappeared to after those 7 months. he's being really weird about it, he just tells me 'its okay be quiet' whenver i bring it up. anyways. i really feel like a princess next to him and i got to relive that feeling next to him, yeah thats all. just a dumb kid in love or something.
i still can't believe the fact that i wanted to kiss him, i never wanted to. infact, i ran away from him when he kissed me. i never wanted to do that shit, especially since i still felt way too young to feel like this. yet, i felt like it so i guess whatever your dumb age is love is love, and feelings are feelings no matter how dumb you feel.
i felt pretty dumb
i still do
anyways
i completely forgot i asked him to sleepover after the park since pascale didn't know his address when she wanted to drop him off, although he could've said his address to her i didn't mind. i didn't bring it up because i really wanted him to sleepover. we cuddled a bit though so it was all worth it.
i remember when we fell asleep, it was funny. i like laid on his chest for a while, we laid there for so long trying to fall asleep but we are certainly not those kind of people. my hair kept getting in the way and we kept sweating so at that point we realized we hate sleep cuddling. we separated ourselves by A LOT and finally slept comfortably.
but when i woke up he wasn't there
like last time loLOLOLOlOLOOLooolLOlOl
"jason?"
i rubbed my eyes and turned my head up to look to the side, he was just gone. all i saw was the comforter that was put back and the pillows that were also nicely put back. imagine he just disappears for another 7 months. wait dont imagine that. if he leaves again i will too, but i mean like earth.
no im kidding
oops
as i sat myself up from my super comfortable sleeping position, i didn't wanna get up but i had to wake myself up yannow, anyways i heard some distant talking through the hallway. it sounded like jason so i assumed he was still here and probably eating breakfast, i didn't really smell food but at the same time i can't smell so
"she's gonna love that"
hwureghjwihwu my mothers voice, it's not my birthday though so theres no gift for me.
