♡ Will a closure purely close the wounds? Or does it feel like a bunch of salt scraping your wounds?
Ever since that day, her mind kept on flooding about her first love.
Although, she loves Jungkook. Her first love seemed to have a special spot on her.
'I should let him explain so that we'll be in good terms and have a better closure.' She thought.
She kept on rethinking their past how it abruptly ended.
She never let him speak.
She had once this principle that, 'When you break my trust, and you also hide something from me, practically lied at me, I won't believe you anymore.' It was kind of harsh.
She should've let him explain things out.
Maybe it was just an accident.
Or something's wrong that's why it happened.
As far as she knows, his feelings were sincere.
She shakes her head lightly thinking that her first love will never do such a thing without a reason behind it.
She wants to know the truth.
Everything.
She wants to remove any grudges that she have been grasping for a long time.
She wants closure
And it will only happen if she'll talk to him.
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"It's been 5 years, 1 month, 1 week and 2 days since we last met." He stated while smiling so sweetly, a smile that reminded her of the old times.
She chuckled. "You still haven't changed. You are still the cringy boy that I knew." She bluntly stated.
To be honest, she was surprised that he had been counting.
He looked at her with a painful gaze while playfully grasping his heart. "You too, especially your sweet words." He sarcastically retorted which made them laugh as their old times were corrupting inside their heads.
"I really loved you, I swear. However, when I first saw that specific lad, I felt an instant connection with him. So I approached him and we talked a bit but we screwed up. I was infatuated and didn't know what to do back then. I even told him that I like him." She gulped her iced tea feeling a bit nervous for an unknown reason.
She didn't utter a word and let him continue.
"But he said he is straight and doesn't want any communication with me." He added while sighing softly.
"I'm so stupid and let my lust and infatuation drive the heck out of me. If I just controlled myself we would still be together." He shifted his gaze away from her to the window, looking at the people who pass by the cafe.
"Why did you go there in the first place?" She asked softly.
"I wanted to let out my frustration as you know this is one of our issues back then." He answered and she nodded understandably.
He is quite secretive and hides his problem most of the time. That's what she hates about him.
Now that they had discussed about it she felt relieved.
"Oh, how are you, by the way?" He asked, breaking the comfortable silence. Staring at her ethereal face as a smile crept on his lips.
"Almost 2 months pregnant." She stated while holding her non prominent bump.
He gasped in shock. "I- congrats." He uttered while giving her a tight smile.
Although, it seemed that the atmosphere seemed a bit awkward and odd, they managed to be mischievous and joke a lot.
"Friends?" He offered a hand shake which she accepted.
"Friends." She smiled widely showing him a great sincerity.
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Double Lover | TaeKook
Fanfiction"Jungkook, are you cheating on me?" He used her to conceal his secret. A secret that he kept since he was young.
